1st minute of july

i was smiling and I'm not really certain why...

Could it be because of Kenjin? yah, I'm having a samurai X marathon here...

Or because finally I've heard my soulmate's voice today when we crossed path again.. hehhe.. he was talking to someone..

or because of EXJR--- oops, I'm not suppose to comment about that person anymore, yah I'm not, that's why i'll be sleeping now..

 Good night! hehe

10 things I would want to say to ten different people right now

1.       You really got that instinct, you’re the best!

2.       You’re such a friend… I count on you, thank you so much!

3.       I’m not really mad at you, I’m just disappointed, I’m confused.. Why you’ve changed? Or you’re just showing your true colors? I miss the old you somehow.

4.       Nakakatampo ka naman, actually matagal na akong nagtatampo sayo.. I’ve swallowed my pride today coz we are supposed to be friends right? You’re actually one of the best.  If you wouldn’t reply on what I’ve ask you a while ago, then maybe I should quit… that would be the last favor I would ask of you.

5.       I’m sorry I’m being mean to you.. its not really what I want to do though you’re annoying naman kasi talaga minsan!.. and maybe they’re right, you can’t be trusted, I don’t know why I’m trusting you.. but I know  how to handle this.

6.       I’m sorry I couldn’t stand your side, I can see your point, but I couldn’t fight it for you..

7.       Hey, I have so much to tell you, but I can’t.. I like you but I hate you too. Someday before we part ways, I might tell you how you brighten up my days and how'd you broke my heart too.

8.       Kaya mo yan! Be independent, don’t rely on anyone…

9.       Nakakairita ka! You’re O.A-ness flooded in my wall.. go on anyway, if that what makes you happy, hindi lang naman siguro ako ang may karapatang maging O.A.. hehe

10.   Hi!

 

6/23/2012

what?
i don't know, i feel like blogging, but i can't start it right,, not even the title nor the topic...
i want to say something but it wouldn't come out, i just  felt it.
its late and i should be sleeping but instead i'm here with my nonsense.
do i sound like a fool in here... how could I ask the obvious? hehe
i'm sorry dear self if i'm humiliating you, i could have keep it private but i chose not to
i want the world know that my existence is existing
that someone like me is not impossible.. haha
whoah! and as if the world cares!! somehow..
what am i saying? this is absolutely so random, so "anything goes"
what now?
whats in my mind? what's in there? what are you doing? im thinking of you..
hahaha... who could that be? damn, dont ask! just let me say so...
i'm sorry...
why am saying sorry? hahaha... i must be crazy! hahaha.. whatever...
signing off!

Good night!

HAPPY ^__^

see? i'm not really that morbid... i'm being happy too sometimes.. though I'm a bit disgusted earlier this day..... but I'm happy right now.. I can smile alone (yah, like crazy!.. haha)..

I'm exhausted, I'm sooo drop dead tired but I'm fine...

Good night!

GOOD NIGHT! ;)

I WISH THE STARS WOULD FALL FOR ME TONIGHT TO GRANT THE WISHES I AM WISHING....

I WISH SOMEONE WOULD REALIZE AND FEEL WHAT I TRULY WANNA SAY COZ I JUST COULDN'T VOICE IT OUT.

I WISH RIGHT NOW IS NOT YET 10:43PM COZ I DON'T WANNA SLEEP YET...

I WISH I WOULD SEE YOU IN MY DREAM

I WISH I COULD BE FORGIVEN FOR THE MEAN THING I JUST DID TODAY. I'M SORRY.

I WISH  SOMEDAY I COULD BE THERE..

I WISH TOMMOROW WOULD BE A WONDERFUL DAY....

I WISH THIS WOULD GOING TO BE A GOODNIGHT FOR YOU AND ME..

WEBCAM TRIPPING

Narcissist? maybe.. haha.. but i actually don't find myself beautiful. swear, sometimes I feel so unpretty! i know its wrong to feel that way, we should accept what God gave us... that I should be thankful for having no impairment.. (wala nga ba? hehe)..

anyway, TAKE A LOT OF PICTURES! that's why I am.. obviously... hehe.. these were just webcam pictures---  (no make ups, just woke up, just arrived home after work or somewhere else).. I have lots of them if you may wanna know.. heheh

WANTED!

Laugh at me, I’m acting like I’m a decade younger than my real age. Haha… am I highschool again? Haha when the anti stalking law be approved, I might find myself in jail.. hahaha..

I started calling this person my soul mate when we make salubong almost everyday at the same spot, at the same time…I’m on my way to our project site, and my Mr. Soulmate to his project site too, I think he’s an architect….  but suddenly something changed, I don’t know, maybe he changed path or schedule, hindi na kami nagsasalubong, baka natakot sa akin, I was obvious, I knew it.. haha..

he works there and I work at the place where this photo was taken

I haven’t seeing him for months, I thought he resigned or something, but then I saw him again. Madalas ko na ulet syang nakikita, but this time after work na… past 6pm mon-fri, and past 4pm on Saturday… wahahhaha

Hahahaha… do I sound like a real stalker here?? Whatever! D’on’t get me wrong, but I’M NOT DESPERATE TO KNOW HIM. I DON’T WANNA KNOW HIM ACTUALLY. I’m just putting meaning to coincidental things, masalubong mo lang araw araw sa isang lugar, sa parehong oras, soulmate na! haha

this is just a post for nothing!