ANG MABAIT NA PUSA

9pm 9/23/2010

 

There again I saw this cat beside this perimeter fence of MANILA PENINSULA as if waiting for someone to fetch her ( I just assumed it’s a she). Actually I’ve seeing this cat on the same place for about thrice already na, that’s about 7 am when I’m on my way to my workplace.  I first saw it as if

wheedling a woman standing in the spot one day ,akala ko nga she owned that cat. But I saw it again another day on the same place na  parang naghihintay ng kung sino. And just today, I saw it again.

 As I crossed the street on her location, she ran towards me, nagpaikot ikot at naglalambing, as if charming me to take her, for a brief moment hinayaan ko lang sya.

And I managed to secretly take a photo of her using my phone… then I realized, few more minutes na lang then I’ll be late for my work, so I left her--- and tried to follow me …

Yun lang, I know I’ll be seeing that sweet cat again.

 

 

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7:28pm 9/24/2010

 

..The next day....

I told you, I’ll be seeing her again…

 

WORRYWART!

I’m just so worried on how I take things nowadays.. I’m just so opposite of overstepping the bounds. I’m 26, still a naysayer.. it bothers me, (I told you I’m a worrier)  coz I can’t do anything about it.. I always pretend as if I can.. but the truth is, I still tremble in every action I make.. swear, I’m trying to overcome it..

And another thing is I feel extremely different.. becoz maybe I am not confident at all… I wish there’s medicine for that… it’s stopping me from doing what I want.. I acted as if I’m not, but it goes out! See? Yesterday in our seminar, some of my officemates commented me as shy type! That sucks…. But what else can I do..? so to revenge, I comment back to one of them as “mukhang playboy”.. there, a revenge! Huh!

Well anyway, what’s pestering me this time??... I’m sorry, I shouldn’t call it a pest.. Okay, so, I must not tolerate my self, instead of squandering… complaining, .. I’ll just give my self a mission for this week. Here it is..

·         Since I need to involve myself in this tradition of “magpakain ang baguhan”, I’ll do it. I must not bother..

·         Ask for the Official Business Form of yesterday’s seminar.

·         And finally, the toughest, ask permission for our Palawan trip on oct. 3-6.

So, that’s it.. to some, it maybe really simple.. It don’t even deserve a time to be posted here.. But because I am a worrywart, then exempt me…

In few days, I’ll just inform you what will happen next… WISH ME GOOD LUCK… of course COURAGE to do so…

7:53pm 9/20/2010

The first two went well... I still  have the toughest one...

8pm 9/23/2010

I just left my leave form in our PM’s table yesterday, though I thought it would be better if I hand it to him personally, I mean so I can explain right away..  Anyway, I checked it this afternoon sensing he hadn’t approved it yet or maybe he didn’t see it…as expected, no signature on it yet.

Maybe he didn’t see it, that I assumed since I put it along with those already approved forms. So this afternoon I transferred it to where surely he won’t miss it.. On the other hand, I am not taking aside the possibility of him, not approving… If so, I still have one week to get through this… surely I will.

8:10pm 9/24/2010

Mission accomplished! He signed my leave form.

 

...IL MARE

Just finished watching it again yesterday in our office during lunch break.. So glad, there are lots of movies stored in my officemate’s shared documents.

 

Well, let’s get back to the movie. Actually, it’s my second time to watch it… The first time was during college days, but I didn’t appreciate it that much.. but now, since everything is clear to me… I started loving it.. Maybe Pinoy  movie “Moments of Love”(never watched it but got an idea) and TV series “sana maulit muli (which I hated a lot) got their scheme in that movie..

It’s great, I wish someone from other time will also receive my letters…hahaha… fool..

 

               

PLOT:

--Eun-Joo moves out of her house “Il Mare”, leaving behind Christmas card for the eventual new owner of the house in 1999. In it she asks him/her to forward any mail of hers to her new address in the city. It is 1997 and Sun-hyun, the first owner of “il Mare” is moving in and finds in his mailbox the Christmas card from Eon-joo. Thinking it was a joke, Sung hyun leaves her a letter telling her so and reminds her that its 1997 and not 1999. Eventually the two realize that they are separated by two years of time but can somehow communicate through the mailbox and begin to form a friendship through their letters.---

 

KABADUYAN 101

Just spare me this one.. this immature old school trip… This is supposed to be out of my depth, and I’m not crazy yet… I am just inlove… laugh if you want, mock at once, coz I am as well, but it doesn’t matter, being out of sanity for a while is fine as long as it can bring you smiles…. Coz this is the only way I can get near him… surely this will pass….

MEANING OF BOREDOM

10:43am, 09/10/10

..is when you sit at one corner of your room alone, hearing only the banging of the doors being closed and opened at nearby, eating your macaroni salad, at least delicious, writing something on your website but suddenly  internet being  disconnected…  then think what else you can do….. I love the holiday but the boredom? It almost kills me….

CHRIS TIU ON SITE

I thought our Project Manager was just kidding us when he informed us that Chris Tiu will visit the site. I saw the excitement of my officemates, ako no comment lang.. Napaisip pa nga ako, “Sino nga si Chris Tiu?”

I was filing some documents, when I heard our PM entering the room while saying “oh, may bisita ako”… Yun na yun… Chris Tiu graced his presence to our hallway, ang lapit ko sa kanya, kung makapal lang mukha ko at ganon ako kaadik sa kanya, I could have hugged him, hahaha…(syempre hindi  ako ganon kahit pa almost 1 meter lng layo nya sken)…. Haha… Our PM introduced him to us individually… I said hi, and he smiled at me… hahahaha

The next thing, picture picture… my shyness overpowered me, that’s why, I never had the chance to have a photo with him, I mean just the two of us while everybody does... hate me..

Anyway, if you are to ask what was he doing there.... he was having his site visit.. he's actually related to the President's owner of our 68th storey condo project...

My Smart Sim at 10th year

10 years had passed since I had my first cellphone, since then, different cellphone units had slipped through my hands (so glad, I hadn’t lost or destroyed any of those, ipinasa lang sa iba), but not my first SIM card, my smart number. It was September 2000 when my parents bought me a cell phone, I was at my fourth year in high school (advance gift daw saken, though ang tagal pa ng graduation).

Here’s it, almost tattered, faded but still working. It’s been with me during my teenage days and now a young adult  (huh?)… old numbers of  those old friends and contacts were still on it even those already “unattended and out of coverage area”.

Yes, it had experienced textmates (hahaha)—whom I’ve never had the chance to meet any of them, I chose not to, during high school and early college days, the same number I used to text one my crushes secretly (lol). It had encountered both good and mean people. Those were the days, now, I can’t imagine myself being involved with such stupidity (over naman ako, part of growing up, lol)…

And now, it serves as my contacts to employers and my application letters.

I don’t know why am I still keeping it, why not anyway…. Maybe becoz…… never mind na lang.

Well, anyway, I just want to inform everyone that I’m still using it and receiving your messages though I may not able to reply (hahaha) since I am active on my TM number… just in case lang.