HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

WALK INTO THE RAIN

..just had a walk thru the rain wishing "you" will also be washed away from my system..... 

August 8, 2012

today is the last day of being this age .... tomorrow I'll be so old again.. wahhhhh.. i feel like I'm still on my early twenties... what a late bloomer!

So, what I had today? nothing, just a feeling of guilt coz I didn't report to work today..  blame the bad weather! no typhoon, not even in a low pressure area, its just the "hanging habagat", but the rain is doing it continuously that resulted floods to 90percent of Metro Manila.. Classes to all school levels, government offices and even private sectors were declared suspended yesterday.. but not today, just the schools and selected government agencies..

I was prepared this morning to report for work but the rain poured heavily, means of transportation was tough so I decided not to go..

My neighbor and I had our groceries to the nearby supermarket when the gloomy sky poured its tears to us this afternoon and we make "lusong to the baha"....

Yun lang... tinatamad na ako magkwento ng kung anu ano... heheheh


Good night!

I miss home in times like this..

HAPPY RAMADHAN!!

LOVE ONLY THOSE WHO LOVE YOU

dear you,

Don’t you dare cry! That jerk doesn’t even deserve those tears! He had hurt you once, and he’s again doing it now… that would be so shame on you if you let him break your heart again! Don’t run after someone who’s not even recognizing your presence, who’s not even aware that his hurting you so bad.. Don’t be his option, he’s a loser… if he comes to you, then let him, just don’t fall, guard your heart, he’s a monster pretending to be an angel!.. he was just using you to cover up his own heartaches, and now that he’s doing fine, he’ll forget about you!.... so don’t let him win over you….

Don’t give a damn to someone who’s not into you! Yes, he’s not into you.. you must open your eyes now! Stop hoping, stop waiting, stop wondering! He doesn’t really like you, he never did!

Asking for proof? Well, he never gave you anything that would make you feel special, he never called you, he only texts and talk to you when he deals with his own broken heart (obviously, panakip butas ka lang!), he never fetch you, he never insisted to walk you home, he always breaks his words, he’s not firm and consistent with what he says, he’s a coward!

And those small sweet things he once did?—those were just part of his fooling around, don’t be so gullible, girl… don’t be so naïve… don’t be so stupid, you have done enough…. Stop expecting, he’s not interested in you, period!

So, what you gonna do now?  Nothing! If you can’t fake it, then don’t be so obvious that you are affected, don’t show the world that you are as if losing someone…. In fact , he’s someone not your loss!

You’re gonna be fine… just wear that smile always, be happy, act happy.

Just like what rules girls say…. LOVE ONLY THOSE WHO LOVE YOU.

Sincerely Yours,

 

WRONG MOVE??

i think I'm humiliating myself, I've been posting so personal things about myself on the web, I should be keeping them for myself only but I chose to expose it.. Sorry Self, anyway, no one really cares I guess, I'm just being paranoid...so i must stop bothering.

 its just that i want to extend my messages to a specific person or to whom it may concern, i couldn't tell them straight, so I wanna puzzle their minds... nyahaha, as if! why not? somehow, right?

but the side effect is, i might put down myself in the eyes of the other people who are actually not involve..

i better tell my self this  "Hey, nobody really cares!! they don't even care about your existence, so cut that crap now, okay?? got that? stop being paranoid, witch!, so do as what you please to do, if that's your way to transmit your whatevers to somebody (who might not even care) then be it!... if it lighten up your mood, then just let it be... to hell with what people say.."

 

hahaha.... (nababaliw na ba ako at kasusap ko sarili ko?)... I'm NOT!!

Good night anyaway!

 

RANDOM THOUGHTS ON A SUNDAY EVE!

Its already 8pm right now and I’m in another random thoughts.

I think I’m going to have a tonsillitis, I’ve felt it already last night. And today, I just had so many sweets, a starbucks choco chip Frap and a pack of Brownies Unlimited, I just can’t help it, I love em.

I went out today to look for something, a gift maybe for someone. But so unfortunately fortunate that I found myself shopping! Blame that on the On-going sale in SM Manila. Anyway, that’s fine, there’s nothing wrong in giving myself a treat sometimes, right?.. yeah, right.

Anyway, Ramadhan is about to come, I need to calm myself, I need to be fine. I know, it would be hard especially I’m expecting to get hurt—that I should not, actually I’m already hurting, but the worst is about to come… I have a feeling it will, I don’t want it to come, but I need to prepare myself, I must get myself in place… hahaha… (drama nanaman ako, hehe).. enough!!!!

Hey dear diary, I have something I’m not telling you yet, yah I know I should be telling you, in time you’ll know.. hehe, I hope that one will come into reality…. I hope and pray for that.

What else? Maybe that’s all for now. ;)

Here's yours truly at this very moment..