where the hell is my crazy little thing called love too???

If you loath corny and old school stuffs, then you better out of this page or else you’ll just throw up.. coz I almost too. Hahaha

I still can’t get enough of the movie A Crazy Little Thing Called Love.. I've been playing again and again my favorite scenes. I can now sense you’re starting to mock me coz I am so decade away from highschool. It made me a bit envious for not experiencing such foolish acts during my secondary years for I enrolled in an exclusive-for-girls school, as if I could relate, from being a bug face, maybe I could.. hehe

The movie is fantastic.. So simple and nothing really deep, but how it is being plastered into the big screen is amazing!.. I like the cast.

I don’t know why I see myself like Nam when she was at her ugliest stage.. hahahaha…, poor me. Her reactions or how she giggles also jog my memory of my ways every time I see my crush too during college.. (ofcourse I do have crushes too, I’m still normal huh), when she found out that Shone knew her name, I understand her retort. When she walks into the lobby of Shone’s classroom to make papansin, I can comprehend too.

When Nam confessed her love to Shone, I remember the crazy thought I almost get into, read this. I was also thinking what if I’ve tried doing that, what for, to humiliate myself?? Hehe

 Just wondering, has there any of my crushes in college felt the same way as mine?? just how clueless Nam that Shone liked her too.. in my case, I’m in delusion, “one sided love” will always be tagged on me.

And the button Nam  kept for years believing it was Shone’s reminded me of the wrapper of a small bread sticks I kept in  my first year college, coz that was from my classmate in math I secretly admiring. (hehe)

The scrapbook of Shone, I so love the idea… a guy would do that??? Or only Shone?

The finale… when Nam cried upon knowing Shone is waiting for her, it made me feel the greatness of love unfortunately I am lacking (hehe). Bad!

Dull day nanaman

i'm sorry that still i hate Mondays, coz that means, work again.. sounds like i hate working huh, that im truly a lazy one,yes I admt i am, but its only in my mind because I still go for work.

I tried being absent or just be late, but still I'm not.... so bad that whats in my mind always contradict with what I do.... or should I say, so good.. hahaha

I dont wanna be so "dakila". but sometimes I looked like I'm eager to be one...... but honestly, I dont want to, it seems not normal.

I like to break the rules sometimes, I bet thats fun, but i hate to admit that i have no enough strength to face the consequences....

Anyway, im getting far away from what I really want to post in here right now. I wanted to say that I just had a dull day, i was so irritated this morning while on my way to our project site. and when I reached the office, I felt so sleepy, tried coffee (which i dont usually do) to save myself.

my mind gone nowhere, i was trying to come up with a decision and ended up with nothing again.. hahaha..

Friends, maybe they could give me a lift.. so I grabbed my phone and texted them.. but unfortunately they've maybe gone so busy they dont wanna get involved with my mild insanity, hehe.. o, there was Risa, the only one who replied, thanks kords! hehe

i better be sleeping now... paranoia, get lost!!!

Good night myself!

6/12/2011 movies

if not only for a nature tripping, then I prefer staying indoor, watch movies, surf the net, read different people’s blog, read books and rest my mind during my off.

So how did I spend my no-work day this time? It’s another movie marathon!

Last night I watched Priest, I was entertained, it’s not boring that there were moments I just found myself with my jaw down. Haha

I had three movies today, first one, Exorcismus, and I can say that one made me feel a bit dreary, I even told my brother to cut it and shift to another disc, but he refused to.

Also on the list, an Indian horror movie, Haunted.. It’s a bit corny but the effects were good enough. It’s somehow a combination of different movies I’ve watched already. Have you read my blog about the movie “secret”? Coz I don’t know if this movie copied the idea of travelling into time with the aid of a piano or things like that.

And my favorite.. A Crazy Little Thing Called Love, maybe you knew about it coz its quiet popular and recently ABS CBN aired this. It’s typical, so highschool, but they were able to make it amazingly cute. It made me laugh, and it made me sob a little too (hahaha). I was so touched the way the girl cried at the end part, it seemed so true. And I liked also the transformation of the cast, especially the girl, her being a “bug face” before was so natural.. I’m no teen, but I love this movie.

 

6/7/2011

I would love to write tonight but its already 10:12pm, I must be sleeping now or else I'll find hard time again to rise from my bed in next 7 hours.

o well, there just these few people that keep on bothering me, and i hate that I'm letting myself get affected, actually i'm not, i just. haha.. ewan ko.

i want to tell myself that I must not care about these "issues", and i'm out of it. I have my own life.. ang gulo ko nanamang kausap, epekto lang to ng antok. haha

goodnight my dear diary!

Another Odinary Sunday

Sunday again—the only day I could shot a record of my whereabouts, so here’s for today.

Another usual day, so usual it may not even deserve a space in here. I woke up about 8:30 am. And for a lazy and not so good in cooking person would be worthy of just plain rice, salted egg and canned good for breakfast, I’m not complaining!

Clean the room a bit, junked what should be junked, I t made me realized I been keeping these trashes and useless items so long time ago. I’m that kind of person, I don’t easily drop things, no matter how less important those were, and even scrap.

Watched movie on our DVD player, Scream 4—I thought I’m already a graduate on movies as cruel or bloody as that, but sometimes I love guessing who the culprit is. And my guess was wrong!!.. Good job to the story writer of this movie!

After the movie, I asked my brother to treat me a Starbuck’s choco frappuccino there at Robinson, and he did, thanks to him. Before going home, I bought some fruit mix to at least give my system some nutritious food.

And just a while ago, I had my dinner, a lucky me hot and spicy pancit canton and a sliced of Gardenia classic bread.

That’s it. My life is boring right???!! Hehe… whatever.

 Good night!

Sorry hair, I cut you short

Cutting your hair short is somehow a brave decision. Once you cut it, you couldn’t have it back instantly, you must wait for months. What if it won’t suit you, what would you do?

 I had that brave decision yesterday, coz my hair is short now. I was hesitant at first, I love my hair, kahit hindi ko masyadong inaayos, kahit laging sinasabi ng boss ko na "mahangin ba sa labas", kahit pa parang 75% of women now is keeping their hair at long length.

I’m not sure if i look good on it but somebody said it was fine. I always have my hair short during school days, though I always dream of a long hair. But every time it reaches my shoulder level or longer, it’s making tikwas, so I have to trim it. And also, my hair is used to be a form of my rage outlet, if I’m depressed or something, I asked someone to cut my hair short.

But after college days, my hair started to cooperate, finally, dream came true,  long hair na ako. But yesterday, I missed my younger years, kaya my hair is short again.

AAA's OPEN DIARY

Writing down my endless thoughts is always been my passion. And that’s why I have this website, my AAA’s open diary. It doesn’t really matter if I’m expressing my views in correct manner  or not coz honestly, I’m not really good at it, I just loved doing it. Being once an engineering student, my hidden skill (if it could be considered a skill of mine haha) got blunted.

So what’s in AAA’s open diary? Its all about “my things” most of the people don’t know, its my experiences, my burdens, my happy moments, my opinions, my wishes, my reflections, my complains, my ideas and etceteras.. yeah, its something personal.

 But I chose to open 60% of it to public—I want also these few interested people learn and discover what’s in my mind, especially those matters I couldn’t voice out. The other 30% shared only for my contacts in multiply, about my bloody corny love stories, my exaggerated heartaches, my failures, my impossible dreams, oh, quiet sad topic huh, but when the time comes that I get to recover those say failures, I open them up for everybody, I also write in there about those people that influenced or touched my life, those people I should remember..  So what about the 10%, --I set it for my self only, some things that are truly madly deeply personal, a sort of a self to self interview.

Anyway, if in case you’ll find  yourself got lost on this website, I cant say enjoy reading, coz this is not a page of merely good thoughts, its about how I face the world and reality. But I would be glad if you’ll find it interesting… (but I guess its not.. hehe)