Monday, April 30, 2012

Another non sense from the stupid girl!

I wish I could tell you what I truly feel about you, but I just can’t. I am stupid I know, I broke my heart because of you, and I thought I’ve forgotten my feelings for you..

I’m not supposed to feel this, I must be hating you… I must be forgetting you…

I’m trying to distant myself, so I wouldn’t fall for you completely, but maybe its too late, I already did.

I’m not sorry that I loved you, I’m only sorry because I couldn’t let you know it. I could only watch you standing there, and feel my heart shattering into pieces.

My mind is telling me to run away from you, but my foolish heart would want to stay.

But this is wrong, this is really wrong.. I don’t even know your intention, are you just using me to forget your own heartaches? Or just like the old days, I am misinterpreting you again.

Anyway, whatever the reason is, the ending of this story is losing you….

Sunday, April 29, 2012

thanks again!

hey there!

tnx for the movie treat! i enjoyed it, it was fun and you're next to me...

Can somebody tell me what's the point?

I don’t know why am I doing this… was it really wrong? When you involved yourself to something you know wouldn’t last long?.. you’ll be breaking your heart soon … what’s the point of staying? What if you’ll break his heart too, not  just yours? Come on, tell me what’s the point?

THE AVENGERS

When superheroes and legendary characters blend in, they’re called The Avengers!

Latch night I watched this movie, and it was worth watching.

..and thanks to ALLEN for this movie treat.. i owe you! hehe

Friday, April 27, 2012

THANKS!

hey there

we ended up lost, tired walking, left with no tickets for that movie you want to see and yet I found myself smiling like crazy right now. 


I wanna thank you for that dinner treat, I don't feel like eating actually, but I dont want to disappoint you and because I want to be near you too.. this wouldn't be long I know, this will end soon, it must..but  I'm just collecting memories of you.

i don't know your intention of asking me out, it could be because you dont want to watch that movie alone, or maybe you're trying  to cover up that heartaches you're into, or because you just badly needing a friend... whatever that be, it doesn't matter, im too tired of my own heartaches too, i wanna get free sometimes.

----for NO.5--

Sunday, April 22, 2012

what to do when you're heartbroken

I’m not really sure if I’m heartbroken, I just felt my heart in the state of uneasiness.. haha

Few days ago, I was with gayle—and I told her that I’m hurting, then she just said--- “I don’t think you’re hurt, I can see your eyes sparkling!”, damn!

Or am I stupidly inlove again?! No way, I just hate to admit that, coz the last time I involved myself into that, I found my heart bleeding… and I’m so aware, that it would happen again, as a matter of fact, I think I’m already breaking!

So what to do when you're hearbroken??

Here.

Stroll and pose somewhere.

 

Meet you old friend. Express yourself. "tnx che for listening!"

 

Eat.

 

Sing your heart out

 

And play the song “I think I’m falling” all over again.. haha

Good night!

 

4/22/2012

THE LAST TIME I WAS SMILING ALL BY MY SELF
I BROKE MY HEART THE NEXT DAY.