Another non sense from the stupid girl!

I wish I could tell you what I truly feel about you, but I just can’t. I am stupid I know, I broke my heart because of you, and I thought I’ve forgotten my feelings for you..

I’m not supposed to feel this, I must be hating you… I must be forgetting you…

I’m trying to distant myself, so I wouldn’t fall for you completely, but maybe its too late, I already did.

I’m not sorry that I loved you, I’m only sorry because I couldn’t let you know it. I could only watch you standing there, and feel my heart shattering into pieces.

My mind is telling me to run away from you, but my foolish heart would want to stay.

But this is wrong, this is really wrong.. I don’t even know your intention, are you just using me to forget your own heartaches? Or just like the old days, I am misinterpreting you again.

Anyway, whatever the reason is, the ending of this story is losing you….

thanks again!

hey there!

tnx for the movie treat! i enjoyed it, it was fun and you're next to me...

Can somebody tell me what's the point?

I don’t know why am I doing this… was it really wrong? When you involved yourself to something you know wouldn’t last long?.. you’ll be breaking your heart soon … what’s the point of staying? What if you’ll break his heart too, not  just yours? Come on, tell me what’s the point?

THE AVENGERS

When superheroes and legendary characters blend in, they’re called The Avengers!

Latch night I watched this movie, and it was worth watching.

..and thanks to ALLEN for this movie treat.. i owe you! hehe

THANKS!

hey there

we ended up lost, tired walking, left with no tickets for that movie you want to see and yet I found myself smiling like crazy right now. 

I wanna thank you for that dinner treat, I don't feel like eating actually, but I dont want to disappoint you and because I want to be near you too.. this wouldn't be long I know, this will end soon, it must..but  I'm just collecting memories of you.

i don't know your intention of asking me out, it could be because you dont want to watch that movie alone, or maybe you're trying  to cover up that heartaches you're into, or because you just badly needing a friend... whatever that be, it doesn't matter, im too tired of my own heartaches too, i wanna get free sometimes.

----for NO.5--

what to do when you're heartbroken

I’m not really sure if I’m heartbroken, I just felt my heart in the state of uneasiness.. haha

Few days ago, I was with gayle—and I told her that I’m hurting, then she just said--- “I don’t think you’re hurt, I can see your eyes sparkling!”, damn!

Or am I stupidly inlove again?! No way, I just hate to admit that, coz the last time I involved myself into that, I found my heart bleeding… and I’m so aware, that it would happen again, as a matter of fact, I think I’m already breaking!

So what to do when you're hearbroken??

Here.

Stroll and pose somewhere.

 

Meet you old friend. Express yourself. "tnx che for listening!"

 

Eat.

 

Sing your heart out

 

And play the song “I think I’m falling” all over again.. haha

Good night!

 

4/22/2012

THE LAST TIME I WAS SMILING ALL BY MY SELF
I BROKE MY HEART THE NEXT DAY.

echos!

NAIINIS KASI AKO!

anong oras na at gising pa rin ako??! naiinis kasi ako, di ako makatulog.. naiirita ako...

ayoko tong nararamdaman ko, ayoko neto.. nakakainis talaga.. sana pag gising ko bukas, ok na ako.. errrrr.......

Another letter for EXJR

It’s been a while since I last wrote you, and I shouldn’t be writing you anymore. I should have moved on by now… I thought I did.

I was thinking of writing you few days ago informing you that your presence bothers me no more. Not until today, when I saw you hurting because of “her”. My mind says, you deserved that, you somehow must feel that pain  coz you’ve caused me  that too, now we’re even! And I should be happy but I’m not, coz my heart is breaking too.

When I saw you looking at her, with that rage and pain in your eyes, it broke my heart! It disheartened me knowing that your heart belongs to someone and not me---- 

Anyway, I shouldn’t be blaming you for my own heartaches, it’s not your fault, maybe I misinterpreted everything, I assumed that you liked me too. And even if you chose me, still, I can’t let you in in my life.

Yes, maybe we we’re meant to be, but cannot be together…  I would be so selfish if I won’t let you find that person that could be at your side for the rest of your life.

So even it cuts so deep, I still wish you happiness with someone else.

the stupid girl is back

I’m trying to comfort the person who actually got no idea that he once hurt me so bad… he’s in the situation now where I was recently into…. I don’t know if I’m being a fool again … I could scold myself for that.. and I should be happy that I don’t have to make a move to make us even now that he’s been hurting too… but instead my heart breaks because he’s breaking his heart too..

 

 

what did i do with my 6days vacation home?

i never gone anywhere... just home, shop, at my sister's store and nowhere...

day 1

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Day 6

QUESTION OF THE DAY

What will you do when you don't find happiness  in the place you are at now, you dreaded each day you wake up but you have no choice but to stay.... oh, stupid! surely you have the choice, you're just too coward in taking that risk, instead you just have to watch the clock runs so fast and tadan! another wasted time.....

Now tell me?????

Flight back to Manila later

... yap, im going back to manila (sigh)...

one of the worst feeling I'm always encountering--- leaving home.

and i don't know why I couldn't get used to it. i'm always fearful of things that I might miss, that if I leave home, everything wouldn't be the same when I get back.

O dear God, as always, I'm asking for Your guidance, shower me Your blessings, knowledge, wisdom, courage and confidence, and above all, Keep my family safe and healthy.