Marj, Mac and I had our dinner a while ago.. Mac requested me to treat him for dinner because he wont be at Primea anymore on my birthday.. Mac is the last good friend I had in that project and now is time for him to leave too.. just like everybody does.. I'm in good terms at almost everyone in the office but those who became my real friends are now transferred to the other projects... there goes Marj, aimee, Lee, Mela, jay r and Mac... -- nakakamiss presence nila.. these people bring out the loud side of me ...so, I guess I'm going back to my old self, my other truest side of me-- silent type... haha.. baka nakasimangot na lang ako buong araw nyan.. but ofcourse, I'll try not to (nakakapangit kase yung kasisimangot .. haha.. mas papangit ako)..
Ayun, babye Primea na sila...0 wala nga kaseng forever. Hehe
Anyway, what am I expecting?? The primea is almost completed, it's expected that everyone will leave... nakakalungkot lang kase ako yung isa sa maiiwan... well, i hate drama... weh? Haha.. pero madrama ako... pero syempre, malungkot man.. ayos lang... i can handle this.. ako pa ba?? Hehe
Tsaka.. last day na ng July!! That means August na.. my bitter sweet Month...
Here's my good night!
ECHOS LANG!
Friday, July 31, 2015
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
29 July 15
7:00am
Everyone was surprised even myself when I arrived at the office around 6:35am... too early for me, for my 5 years in this company, eto na ata yung pinakamaaga.. First time kung naunahan sa pagdating yung QS ko.. she's one of the early birds in the office... Give me a round of applause.. haha!
So, why this early? I slept over at my friend's place in Cubao. First time kung makitulog nang my work kinabukasan. I left at their place at around 6am, kala ko kase matagal yung byahe since I was on the road for almost 3 hours yesterday before I can get to Cubao (bus ride), kala ko ganon din katagal pag pabalik... di naman pala, kaya ang aga ko! haha I'm so amazed.
10:00am
So, the next question is why did I sleep at someone else house? My brother texted me yesterday that the water connection in our apartment, actually the entire building was disconnected... The owner didn't pay the water bill... that news made my nerve boils up.. we are paying the rentals including the utilities on time, so why would we deserve that?? nakakainis! I was a bit medyo nalulungkot kahapon but when I a received that message from my brother, I forgot that I am sad, I went mad!... there goes my temper being tested again... So, I went home to get my things and headed to my friend's place. So, narealized ko, minsan there are things na meron tayo, na kapag pala nawala ay mababadtrip tayo ng bongga! Haha.. to the extent na nakalimutan kong malungkot pala ako dapat.. haha..
6:00pm
I'm already home.. and I'm supposed to answer the next question why I'm being sad... kaso mamaya na lang kase I'm gonna fix my things nanaman.. wala pa ring tubig! Naku! Kinocontrol ko nanaman yung pasensya ko.. gusto ko sanang isipin na baka may pinagdadaanan yung may ari, intindihin ko na lang.. kaso pag naalala ko yung pagmumukha nya nung minsang makita ko sya, (once ko pa lang sya nakita) eh naiinis talaga ako kase ang sungit nya non... ang kapal ng mukha nyang magsungit eh di naman pala nya kayang bayaran yung utilities dito... errr.. relax lang ako! Oo relax lang ako.. normal lang yung mga ganto sa buhay.. kakapalan ko na lang yung pagmumukha kong makitulog.. haha... I was thinking na magcheck in na lang ako sa mga hotels, minsan lang naman kaso naisip ko rin.. sayang yung pera, pang food trip ko na lang.. tsaka malulugi ako, ilang hours lang naman itutulog ko.. sige na pack up na ako.. ganto pala yung feeling ng parang naglalayas lang.. haha
8:00pm
On the bus.. medyo maraming zombies kaya mahirap sumakay... when I left the house kanina, the caretaker said that the water was reconnected , the reservoir is being filled with water muna.. but I made up my mind.. makikitulog pa rin ako.. haha.. tsaka gusto ko ulit tumambay sa bus... just passed by at Glorietta..
10:39pm
Nakikain at nakikinuod ng Pinocchio sa ibang bahay... at pagod at antok na ako.. kaya diko pa rin makkwento kung bakit nakakalungkot.. bukas na lang.. haha! but still, I have reasons to smile.. (di nga? -- oo nga!).. haha..
Good night!!
Everyone was surprised even myself when I arrived at the office around 6:35am... too early for me, for my 5 years in this company, eto na ata yung pinakamaaga.. First time kung naunahan sa pagdating yung QS ko.. she's one of the early birds in the office... Give me a round of applause.. haha!
So, why this early? I slept over at my friend's place in Cubao. First time kung makitulog nang my work kinabukasan. I left at their place at around 6am, kala ko kase matagal yung byahe since I was on the road for almost 3 hours yesterday before I can get to Cubao (bus ride), kala ko ganon din katagal pag pabalik... di naman pala, kaya ang aga ko! haha I'm so amazed.
10:00am
So, the next question is why did I sleep at someone else house? My brother texted me yesterday that the water connection in our apartment, actually the entire building was disconnected... The owner didn't pay the water bill... that news made my nerve boils up.. we are paying the rentals including the utilities on time, so why would we deserve that?? nakakainis! I was a bit medyo nalulungkot kahapon but when I a received that message from my brother, I forgot that I am sad, I went mad!... there goes my temper being tested again... So, I went home to get my things and headed to my friend's place. So, narealized ko, minsan there are things na meron tayo, na kapag pala nawala ay mababadtrip tayo ng bongga! Haha.. to the extent na nakalimutan kong malungkot pala ako dapat.. haha..
6:00pm
I'm already home.. and I'm supposed to answer the next question why I'm being sad... kaso mamaya na lang kase I'm gonna fix my things nanaman.. wala pa ring tubig! Naku! Kinocontrol ko nanaman yung pasensya ko.. gusto ko sanang isipin na baka may pinagdadaanan yung may ari, intindihin ko na lang.. kaso pag naalala ko yung pagmumukha nya nung minsang makita ko sya, (once ko pa lang sya nakita) eh naiinis talaga ako kase ang sungit nya non... ang kapal ng mukha nyang magsungit eh di naman pala nya kayang bayaran yung utilities dito... errr.. relax lang ako! Oo relax lang ako.. normal lang yung mga ganto sa buhay.. kakapalan ko na lang yung pagmumukha kong makitulog.. haha... I was thinking na magcheck in na lang ako sa mga hotels, minsan lang naman kaso naisip ko rin.. sayang yung pera, pang food trip ko na lang.. tsaka malulugi ako, ilang hours lang naman itutulog ko.. sige na pack up na ako.. ganto pala yung feeling ng parang naglalayas lang.. haha
8:00pm
On the bus.. medyo maraming zombies kaya mahirap sumakay... when I left the house kanina, the caretaker said that the water was reconnected , the reservoir is being filled with water muna.. but I made up my mind.. makikitulog pa rin ako.. haha.. tsaka gusto ko ulit tumambay sa bus... just passed by at Glorietta..
10:39pm
Nakikain at nakikinuod ng Pinocchio sa ibang bahay... at pagod at antok na ako.. kaya diko pa rin makkwento kung bakit nakakalungkot.. bukas na lang.. haha! but still, I have reasons to smile.. (di nga? -- oo nga!).. haha..
Good night!!
Sunday, July 26, 2015
Emo?????
Ang dami kong gustong sabihin sayo kaso baka di mo naman gugustuhing marinig.. kaya wag na lang..
Inaantok na kase ako kaya wala na akong masabi....
Haha! Ang emo ko.. nakaka "ew".. haha.. this is a sign na malapit ko ng pagupitan yung buhok ko kaya kung ano ano pinaggagawa ko. Patawad.
Inaantok na kase ako kaya wala na akong masabi....
Haha! Ang emo ko.. nakaka "ew".. haha.. this is a sign na malapit ko ng pagupitan yung buhok ko kaya kung ano ano pinaggagawa ko. Patawad.
Good night!
Saturday, July 25, 2015
The Midnight Blog
Let me start this blog by saying sorry because I took a selfie and posted it here..
I'm thinking of cutting my hair short that's why I'm playing with it.. I was trying to appear like an anime character.. haha! But I think, I ended up looking like an annoying Pabebe Girl.... ahahahah! During the old days, a friend told me that I looked like an anime.character... but I don't think so.. maybe because I used to have a short hair and bangs covering my one eye... so emo!! Ew?? Haha
Anyway, at some point of my life today, I felt like this... hehe..
Tonight's lovely quote is this
Good night!! Sleepy much!
I'm thinking of cutting my hair short that's why I'm playing with it.. I was trying to appear like an anime character.. haha! But I think, I ended up looking like an annoying Pabebe Girl.... ahahahah! During the old days, a friend told me that I looked like an anime.character... but I don't think so.. maybe because I used to have a short hair and bangs covering my one eye... so emo!! Ew?? Haha
Anyway, at some point of my life today, I felt like this... hehe..
Tonight's lovely quote is this
Good night!! Sleepy much!
Wednesday, July 22, 2015
22nd of July
5:00pm
I want to go home now but the rain is too heavy!! I could continue working coz I have a lot of catching up to do... but I don't wanna work..
5:24pm
Because it's still raining... it's The Scientist.
7:12pm
Will watch Marvel Ant Man.. it's not part of my plan.. I'm just too impatient waiting for a PUV going home, its almost an hour already.... so I decided to watch a movie to kill the time... I can't stand standing! I was thinking of watching the Minions but to my dismay, it's no longer showing... Ant Man never caught my interest, but I got no other option but still im hoping it wont disappoint me.
10:25pm
Home! This is just one of a tough day... ang hirap sumakay!! So my patience was tested and have reached its 101%! Now I'm so tired..
The movie? Well it wasn't the best Marvel movie I have seen but it didn't waste my 230 pesos too.. Nag-enjoy naman ako, medyo nakakatawa sya kaya I had a good laugh.. The guy who's also alone seated next to me keeps on laughing too.. to the extent that I was doubting if I understand the movie, minsan kase tumatawa sya nang hindi ko alam anong nakakatawa... sometimes he's talking to his own self too, or was he talking to me?? Haha.. deadmabells!
Anyway, the part that made me laugh too much was the scene between Mr. AntMan and his daughter when he gave his daughter a gift (was that a rabbit stuff toy?) on her birthday and the girl said referring to the toy, "he's so ugly!! and I like it so much"... with a huge smile on her face... Makes sense right? No matter how ugly the gift is when it comes from the person you love then it will matter...
Now watching Pinocchio
11:40pm
Too late now. Good night!
I want to go home now but the rain is too heavy!! I could continue working coz I have a lot of catching up to do... but I don't wanna work..
5:24pm
Because it's still raining... it's The Scientist.
7:12pm
Will watch Marvel Ant Man.. it's not part of my plan.. I'm just too impatient waiting for a PUV going home, its almost an hour already.... so I decided to watch a movie to kill the time... I can't stand standing! I was thinking of watching the Minions but to my dismay, it's no longer showing... Ant Man never caught my interest, but I got no other option but still im hoping it wont disappoint me.
10:25pm
Home! This is just one of a tough day... ang hirap sumakay!! So my patience was tested and have reached its 101%! Now I'm so tired..
The movie? Well it wasn't the best Marvel movie I have seen but it didn't waste my 230 pesos too.. Nag-enjoy naman ako, medyo nakakatawa sya kaya I had a good laugh.. The guy who's also alone seated next to me keeps on laughing too.. to the extent that I was doubting if I understand the movie, minsan kase tumatawa sya nang hindi ko alam anong nakakatawa... sometimes he's talking to his own self too, or was he talking to me?? Haha.. deadmabells!
Anyway, the part that made me laugh too much was the scene between Mr. AntMan and his daughter when he gave his daughter a gift (was that a rabbit stuff toy?) on her birthday and the girl said referring to the toy, "he's so ugly!! and I like it so much"... with a huge smile on her face... Makes sense right? No matter how ugly the gift is when it comes from the person you love then it will matter...
Now watching Pinocchio
11:40pm
Too late now. Good night!
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
21st of July
5:00am
I was like rolling at my bed since an hour ago, I couldn't sleep back. I bet you knew, I'm going back to Manila! That always breaks my heart.
9:58am
Preparing myself, packing my things for our 12:50pm flight back to Manila.. just wondering, is this terrible feeling I'm having is really worth it? I must stop thinking that way, I'll be fine.. when I get back to Manila, I'll forget about this odd feeling.. I'll be okay..
12:24pm
You know what's one of my happiest moment in life?? That moment an airplane I'm on board will safely arrive here at Awang Airport.. and the worst is --- this moment, waiting here at the boarding area for departure...
May God bless our trip and have a safe flight.
9:05pm
Not much to say but Thank God for the sage flight and Good night!
I was like rolling at my bed since an hour ago, I couldn't sleep back. I bet you knew, I'm going back to Manila! That always breaks my heart.
9:58am
Preparing myself, packing my things for our 12:50pm flight back to Manila.. just wondering, is this terrible feeling I'm having is really worth it? I must stop thinking that way, I'll be fine.. when I get back to Manila, I'll forget about this odd feeling.. I'll be okay..
12:24pm
You know what's one of my happiest moment in life?? That moment an airplane I'm on board will safely arrive here at Awang Airport.. and the worst is --- this moment, waiting here at the boarding area for departure...
May God bless our trip and have a safe flight.
9:05pm
Not much to say but Thank God for the sage flight and Good night!
Monday, July 20, 2015
After the Eid'l Fitr Getaway
Family Trip to Saranggani Province the second time around.
General Santos City is 3 to 4 hour drive from Cotabato City, plus another 1 hour to Gumasa Beach, Glan Sarangani...
On the Road Pictures:
The floating resto. I know the picture is a bit mess.. and it's the best photo I had.. we didn't bother to get out of the van... Just heard about this, so when we got the chance to pass by here, I took a shot.
The Pink Mosque
Stop Over at Glan
The Gumasa beach.
The last time we went here was sometime in 2012.. We we're so astonished by its beauty that we decided to go back.. but to our frustration, it wasn't as beautiful as before. Don't mistaken me as rating it too low, maybe we expected too much. It wasn't the same resort we went to, but the previous one wasn't too far from our reserved resort, we can walk by the shore if we want to. The water is greenish blue, but not too clear anymore. You must go a bit deeper to enjoy the fine sand at the seabed. There were stones and corals on the shore that it might hurt you if you'll just stay on the edge.. But overall, we still enjoyed swimming though I don't know how to swim! Haha
Veranza Mall at Gensan
This Fruitstand somewhere in South Cotabato.
General Santos City is 3 to 4 hour drive from Cotabato City, plus another 1 hour to Gumasa Beach, Glan Sarangani...
On the Road Pictures:
The floating resto. I know the picture is a bit mess.. and it's the best photo I had.. we didn't bother to get out of the van... Just heard about this, so when we got the chance to pass by here, I took a shot.
The Pink Mosque
Stop Over at Glan
..home again.
Friday, July 17, 2015
That Cat!!!
I know I've said good night already in my previous blog.. but I just can't help it.. I was trying really hard not to post selfie anymore kase nakakairita naman diba yung pagmumukha ko noh?? Haha, kaso diko naman kasalan to, kasalanan nung pusa haha! I'm sorry!!!!! Konti lang naman to. Haha!
Gigil much.. kawawa naman yung pusa... hayst, kung pwede ko lang sanang iuwi sa Manila para may pampastress out ako.. yun lang. Good night uli.
Eid Mubarak 2015
Eid Mubarak to everyone!
Woke up early to prepare for the Eid Prayer... and the speech / sermon of our Imam was inspiring.. he discussed some of the lessons the ramadan taught us.. he said, if transforming ourselves into someone better isn't that hard anymore as what it used to be, then it means we learned something from doing the "fasting"... because at this month, we do the things that we don't usually do.. if we're able to control ourselves to do unwanted things and to do what should be done accordingly, then it only means that we're succeeding to be someone good and it would save us from the day of judgement. He encouraged us to strive really hard to be kind, humble, generous and grateful.. that no matter how God responded on our prayers, we should be thankful whether He grants our prayers or not... And finally, we prayed for the peace of Mindanao. This shall not only for the holy month but all through out the year .
After the prayer, we decided to visit our relatives somewhere North... It's a rural area, travel time is around 1 hour and most of them are a bit not so fortunate.. We brought foods to share with them and gave them small amount of money..
Good night. GOD BLESS US ALL.
Woke up early to prepare for the Eid Prayer... and the speech / sermon of our Imam was inspiring.. he discussed some of the lessons the ramadan taught us.. he said, if transforming ourselves into someone better isn't that hard anymore as what it used to be, then it means we learned something from doing the "fasting"... because at this month, we do the things that we don't usually do.. if we're able to control ourselves to do unwanted things and to do what should be done accordingly, then it only means that we're succeeding to be someone good and it would save us from the day of judgement. He encouraged us to strive really hard to be kind, humble, generous and grateful.. that no matter how God responded on our prayers, we should be thankful whether He grants our prayers or not... And finally, we prayed for the peace of Mindanao. This shall not only for the holy month but all through out the year .
After the prayer, we decided to visit our relatives somewhere North... It's a rural area, travel time is around 1 hour and most of them are a bit not so fortunate.. We brought foods to share with them and gave them small amount of money..
Good night. GOD BLESS US ALL.
Thursday, July 16, 2015
16th of July
10:24am
My "rebel team" in viber were chatting this morning and it's been said that Jay r will be transferred to other project this Monday.. ang lungkot naman!! I wont even see him when I'll get back.. anyway, this is expected naman talaga.. lahat nga malilipat, di naman kase forever na nasa isang Project lang kaming lahat... I knew it, it's just that when the actual moment will come, feeling sad is unavoidable...
Meanwhile, I was trying to open my yahoomail account.. also workabroad.com.ph, try lang.. maybe its the right time to try something, halos napatapos ko na nga yung project namin oh, siguro naman malilinawan na ako kung anong gagawin... kaso iniisip ko nanaman yung edad ko as hindrance!! Nakakaloka na talaga ako.. haha.. but above all this, nagloloko yung internet connection dito sa bahay... sumasabay pa sa hindrance.. hehe.. I'm trying to connect it on my hot spot kaso sablay din.... ayoko naman sa phone icheck yung mga jobopenings ... at pag nakakalusot naman, puros male yung hiring.. ang saklap naman! I'm impatient.. hehe...
Anyway, I have all this blogging time like this kase halos wala naman ako makausap dito sa bahay.. everyone is out for their respective work...
3:30pm
Well, I was wrong, my sister was just at their room downstairs and I didn't know that.. part of the changes? Haha.. I woke up this morning and I thought my sister was out.. I stayed at my room upstairs like the whole time when my sister texted me. Funny.
My sister: San ka?
Me: Bahay
My Sister: Di kase kita nakita
Me: San ka ba?
My sister: Andito rin, nasa kwarto.
Me: aw..
hahaha!
8:40pm
So it's been announced that tomorrow is the eid'l
fit'r.. I hope my fast has been accepted..
10:15pm
Watching Pinocchio again.. with this cat..
11:25pm
Good night!
My "rebel team" in viber were chatting this morning and it's been said that Jay r will be transferred to other project this Monday.. ang lungkot naman!! I wont even see him when I'll get back.. anyway, this is expected naman talaga.. lahat nga malilipat, di naman kase forever na nasa isang Project lang kaming lahat... I knew it, it's just that when the actual moment will come, feeling sad is unavoidable...
Meanwhile, I was trying to open my yahoomail account.. also workabroad.com.ph, try lang.. maybe its the right time to try something, halos napatapos ko na nga yung project namin oh, siguro naman malilinawan na ako kung anong gagawin... kaso iniisip ko nanaman yung edad ko as hindrance!! Nakakaloka na talaga ako.. haha.. but above all this, nagloloko yung internet connection dito sa bahay... sumasabay pa sa hindrance.. hehe.. I'm trying to connect it on my hot spot kaso sablay din.... ayoko naman sa phone icheck yung mga jobopenings ... at pag nakakalusot naman, puros male yung hiring.. ang saklap naman! I'm impatient.. hehe...
Anyway, I have all this blogging time like this kase halos wala naman ako makausap dito sa bahay.. everyone is out for their respective work...
3:30pm
Well, I was wrong, my sister was just at their room downstairs and I didn't know that.. part of the changes? Haha.. I woke up this morning and I thought my sister was out.. I stayed at my room upstairs like the whole time when my sister texted me. Funny.
Me: Bahay
My Sister: Di kase kita nakita
Me: San ka ba?
My sister: Andito rin, nasa kwarto.
Me: aw..
hahaha!
8:40pm
So it's been announced that tomorrow is the eid'l
fit'r.. I hope my fast has been accepted..
10:15pm
Watching Pinocchio again.. with this cat..
11:25pm
Good night!
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
15 July 15
10:06am
At NAIA... Glad my brother and I arrived here on time for our 11:05am flight home.. I was kinda feeling annoyed this morning because my brother seemed to forget that today is our flight home.. He was from his night shift work and usually he arrives before 6:30am... but this morning, he was so late and he's not answering my calls!!! I was even the one to pack his things because he didn't do it last night... he arrived past 8 already.. and the search for the taxi was like a tough maze once again!!
Anyway, pray for our safe flight... You know how I love travelling but flying on a plane is something I wont get used to, no matter how countless are the times I've been on a plane already... sad thing. But so ironic that I am wishing to try sky jumping/diving someday... or soon.... because someday would mean I'm too old! So help me God.
1:05pm
Alhamdullillah.. just landed... we are 15 minutes delayed and despite me feeling not really at ease, I managed to take this shot
1:25pm
My other brother fetched us in the airport and now we're heading home. No, not home yet, we'll go straight to my mom's store, some kinda of bazaar chuvaness.. hehe
4:25pm
Just had a short nap at my parents room.. haha.. got really tired.. before we went home, I accompany my mom to the market, we bought some food that I am deprived to eat in Manila. In the market, we crossed path with her former officemate... My mom retired from her work just this year... and I heard her say to her friend that she's very happy in what she's been doing now, she's enjoying her business.. and I was happy to hear that from her...
10:00pm
Watching Pinocchio! :)
10:25pm
This scene!!!! I feel her!
1:05pm
Alhamdullillah.. just landed... we are 15 minutes delayed and despite me feeling not really at ease, I managed to take this shot
1:25pm
My other brother fetched us in the airport and now we're heading home. No, not home yet, we'll go straight to my mom's store, some kinda of bazaar chuvaness.. hehe
4:25pm
Just had a short nap at my parents room.. haha.. got really tired.. before we went home, I accompany my mom to the market, we bought some food that I am deprived to eat in Manila. In the market, we crossed path with her former officemate... My mom retired from her work just this year... and I heard her say to her friend that she's very happy in what she's been doing now, she's enjoying her business.. and I was happy to hear that from her...
10:00pm
Watching Pinocchio! :)
10:25pm
This scene!!!! I feel her!
11:00pm
In my room, all alone.. so, this is one of the changes ever since my sister got married. Anyway, I wish I could show you how clear the night sky is... It's full of stars, I am so enthralled.. this is something I missed when I'm in manila... because you can't see them like how I see them here.. I'm trying to take a photo, but it only ends up dark.. I miss my childhood days when my sister and one of my brothers sneak into our roof... lay there.. watch the stars as if we're counting them, we can even see shooting stars... I wanna do it now but I just can't ... hehe... and the access to our roof is at my parents room and they are sleeping now.. I must sleep too.
Goodnight!
Sunday, July 12, 2015
12July15
So, its the 12th of July... as far as I now, today is exactly the 5th year I've been employed in my current company, grabe, limang taon ko na pala niloloko sarili ko! Haha.. joke lang, although medyo totoo..
Kaloka, tumagal ako ng ganon.. the original plan was for me to apply abroad.. kaso, anyare?? Masasaktan sana ako kung walang tumanggap saken... kaso mas masakit pala, kase hindi naman pala ako sumubok ng totohanan! I hate myself for that haha!!.. exaggerated pero, medyo totoo rin.. minsan, I had a friend offered me a possibility to work abroad, kaso hindi ko naasikaso... once again, nakakainis ako! Arte much... ulit ulit na lang ang kaartehang to... I was always feeling jealous about my friends abroad, kaso ganon talaga, minsan tinatanggap ko ng it wasn't meant for me.
But at the moment, I'm still thinking of going abroad , kaso I think it's too late now.. I'm getting really old na, ... speaking of getting old, I wish this month would freeze.. kase ayoko pang mag August!!! Hayst.. bakit ang hirap pa rin tanggapin that I'll be turning too old next month, .. hehe
Anyway, lets look at the brighter side of the 5 long years I've been in my job, kung tutuosin I can leave the job anytime, but I didn't, kahit papano hindi naman masyadong naging miserable yung buhay ko, kahit minsan feeling ko miserable, alam mo na, minsan nag iinarte.. hehe.. my salary isn't that high compare to what I can get in abroad, pero okay lang... hindi naman ako masyadong maluho...
But, why I'm still thinking of going abroad?? Coz I wanna travel more, I need more money so it could supplement my will to see different places, and being in abroad, its already a different place.. tsaka, aminin na natin, most people go abroad, because of money!!! If you'll stay here in Pinas, maliit lang yun chance... when I was younger, I don't really mind bout earning money at my own, kaya siguro kulang ako sa drive mag abroad, but now I'm getting old... I think money is really important... eerrr... kaso, dahil late ko narealize yun, i think its too late na rin.. hmp, di bale na...
Someone told me, that one of the good reasons na nangyari in staying too long in my present job is that knowing them... oo nga naman, I wont regret na nakilala ko sila, those few found friends I got are worth keeping.. kaso, sa kabilang banda, kung umalis ako noon pa man, baka may nameet rin akong ibang tao, good people too... I might got the chance to meet my love of my life, he can't be here, my instincts telling me so.. maybe he's in the other side of world, or maybe just their in my neighborhood at my hometown, i was just too blind to see... I think I'm really blind in terms of finding the love of my life... hehe.. or maybe he lives in another life pa kaya di pa napapanahon, o sya, tama na! Corny na! Forget what I've said..
Ang haba na ng nasabi ko.. hehe.. basta that 5 long years may not be the best years of my life yet but I will always treasure it, I know somehow it made me a skilled and better person.. And I am grateful..
Good night!
Kaloka, tumagal ako ng ganon.. the original plan was for me to apply abroad.. kaso, anyare?? Masasaktan sana ako kung walang tumanggap saken... kaso mas masakit pala, kase hindi naman pala ako sumubok ng totohanan! I hate myself for that haha!!.. exaggerated pero, medyo totoo rin.. minsan, I had a friend offered me a possibility to work abroad, kaso hindi ko naasikaso... once again, nakakainis ako! Arte much... ulit ulit na lang ang kaartehang to... I was always feeling jealous about my friends abroad, kaso ganon talaga, minsan tinatanggap ko ng it wasn't meant for me.
But at the moment, I'm still thinking of going abroad , kaso I think it's too late now.. I'm getting really old na, ... speaking of getting old, I wish this month would freeze.. kase ayoko pang mag August!!! Hayst.. bakit ang hirap pa rin tanggapin that I'll be turning too old next month, .. hehe
Anyway, lets look at the brighter side of the 5 long years I've been in my job, kung tutuosin I can leave the job anytime, but I didn't, kahit papano hindi naman masyadong naging miserable yung buhay ko, kahit minsan feeling ko miserable, alam mo na, minsan nag iinarte.. hehe.. my salary isn't that high compare to what I can get in abroad, pero okay lang... hindi naman ako masyadong maluho...
But, why I'm still thinking of going abroad?? Coz I wanna travel more, I need more money so it could supplement my will to see different places, and being in abroad, its already a different place.. tsaka, aminin na natin, most people go abroad, because of money!!! If you'll stay here in Pinas, maliit lang yun chance... when I was younger, I don't really mind bout earning money at my own, kaya siguro kulang ako sa drive mag abroad, but now I'm getting old... I think money is really important... eerrr... kaso, dahil late ko narealize yun, i think its too late na rin.. hmp, di bale na...
Someone told me, that one of the good reasons na nangyari in staying too long in my present job is that knowing them... oo nga naman, I wont regret na nakilala ko sila, those few found friends I got are worth keeping.. kaso, sa kabilang banda, kung umalis ako noon pa man, baka may nameet rin akong ibang tao, good people too... I might got the chance to meet my love of my life, he can't be here, my instincts telling me so.. maybe he's in the other side of world, or maybe just their in my neighborhood at my hometown, i was just too blind to see... I think I'm really blind in terms of finding the love of my life... hehe.. or maybe he lives in another life pa kaya di pa napapanahon, o sya, tama na! Corny na! Forget what I've said..
Ang haba na ng nasabi ko.. hehe.. basta that 5 long years may not be the best years of my life yet but I will always treasure it, I know somehow it made me a skilled and better person.. And I am grateful..
Good night!
Monday, July 6, 2015
Another Rainy Monday
5:36am
It's still raining. And this is the time when a rain breaks my heart, I have to wake up early and get myself fixed for work.. and not to mention, it's Monday.. a cold Monday! (Will I endure the cold water in the bathroom?? Brrrr.. I must)
Lets seize the day anyway, I hope today will be just fine.
7:15am
At the office! Yes, just in time.. I thought I'm gonna be late, I stopped by somewhere because the rain poured heavily while I'm on my way here. Look, the bottom part of my jeans and my shoes are wet.. I should take taxi in times like this but I gave up waiting long time ago hehe...
Work mode now.
4:41pm
I want to go home now, it's still raining.. but I'm leaving still.. anyway, this is where I seated (picture below).. and that's the huge glass window in our office.. And I'm just overwhelmed that I can see what's the weather outside, if it's raining really hard or what.. after being locked down there in basement 4 for about 2 years!
5:25pm
Home!
8:56pm
Alhamdullillah... I've eaten too many lychees. Takaw much!
9:41pm
Cold night! Good night!
It's still raining. And this is the time when a rain breaks my heart, I have to wake up early and get myself fixed for work.. and not to mention, it's Monday.. a cold Monday! (Will I endure the cold water in the bathroom?? Brrrr.. I must)
Lets seize the day anyway, I hope today will be just fine.
7:15am
At the office! Yes, just in time.. I thought I'm gonna be late, I stopped by somewhere because the rain poured heavily while I'm on my way here. Look, the bottom part of my jeans and my shoes are wet.. I should take taxi in times like this but I gave up waiting long time ago hehe...
Work mode now.
4:41pm
I want to go home now, it's still raining.. but I'm leaving still.. anyway, this is where I seated (picture below).. and that's the huge glass window in our office.. And I'm just overwhelmed that I can see what's the weather outside, if it's raining really hard or what.. after being locked down there in basement 4 for about 2 years!
5:25pm
Home!
8:56pm
Alhamdullillah... I've eaten too many lychees. Takaw much!
9:41pm
Cold night! Good night!
Sunday, July 5, 2015
5th Of July
Today, I haven't seen the blue sky... it's truly a rainy day... I stayed home and just watched the rainfall thru my window and I'm loving it... then I made fun of these pictures.
And now, I'm sleepy. GOOD NIGHT!
Saturday, July 4, 2015
Rainy Night!
Rain
I missed you, I haven't really felt you recently and now I feel you
Your gloomy looks and melancholic scent are like tear drops too
Yes you break my heart, but surprisingly, you makes me happy too.
I was at work this morning, and I watched you fall heavily through our huge glass window, and if only I was home then maybe I could run out and be with you.
I love you beacause you bring out the child in me.
I love you because I know you'll gonna hide my tears when I don't let anyone see but you..
I love you because you're washing my heart aches away...
I love you because it's like my sentiments are somewhat not so out of place when you're just right there..
I love the sound you bring, its serenity that calms my senses.
I love you in times like this -- when I'm about to sleep, and maybe I'll dream of you, that one day, I'll walk with you there and kiss you like it would be the last day I'll be seeing you....
Good night...
P.S (shall I love the rain for making me so dramatic and corny???)
I missed you, I haven't really felt you recently and now I feel you
Your gloomy looks and melancholic scent are like tear drops too
Yes you break my heart, but surprisingly, you makes me happy too.
I was at work this morning, and I watched you fall heavily through our huge glass window, and if only I was home then maybe I could run out and be with you.
I love you beacause you bring out the child in me.
I love you because I know you'll gonna hide my tears when I don't let anyone see but you..
I love you because you're washing my heart aches away...
I love you because it's like my sentiments are somewhat not so out of place when you're just right there..
I love the sound you bring, its serenity that calms my senses.
I love you in times like this -- when I'm about to sleep, and maybe I'll dream of you, that one day, I'll walk with you there and kiss you like it would be the last day I'll be seeing you....
Good night...
P.S (shall I love the rain for making me so dramatic and corny???)
Thursday, July 2, 2015
2July15
I think I'm enjoying this new series Pinocchio! Hayst.. sobrang late na nga lang, I need to sleep early.
Anyway, had a good laugh with Lee, Jay r, Mela, Rose and Margaux.. had our dinner at Gerry's Grill Greenbelt and dessert at Red Mango... Glad I had these kind of people, they maybe few but they're so true and mean too.. hehe..
Good night!
Anyway, had a good laugh with Lee, Jay r, Mela, Rose and Margaux.. had our dinner at Gerry's Grill Greenbelt and dessert at Red Mango... Glad I had these kind of people, they maybe few but they're so true and mean too.. hehe..
Good night!
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
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