Frozen and Maleficent: New Version of Fairy Tales

I think these two are the new version of fairy tales..

I've grown up watching fairy tales where princesses are saved by their Prince Charming and Knight in Shining Armour and find true love.

But these two films showed that true love can also be found thru your relatives and friends... it could also break spells and could make you live happily ever after...

Just lines:

Dear Morning Sun

Just feeling great I was not able to make it late for work this morning... I took this photo at 5:55 am when I'm on my way to bath.... If I didn't rush on things, fixed myself in a fast forward mode then I'll be late! And I would blame that photo if I arrived late.. haha

"Dear sun, you are extra beautiful this morning, where were your rays? You looked like a full moon... so how was it out there, you've been at the other side of the world the whole night.. how are they doing there while I was asleep?? "

Okay, got to take a nap now... (asa pa akong sasagot yung araw! Haha)

A Gift forJust Nothing

Last week up to this day is not really a hard time for me, its like I'm not used to it... hindi ako busy e!  Hindi ako sanay! Haha.. Maybe our project is really about to get done... billing and cost report are my most critical time...

Its actually my billing period pero parang wala na akong maibill... kaya dina ganon kabigat...

Parang wala masyado akong ginawa today... i fixed my drawer so I found this, Ma'am May, my former supervisor gave me this as a gift on my birthday....

If only she knew that my notes are not about work but these:

27 May 2014

4:21pm... that's "sampalable" i told her... hindi naman kase masyadong busy kaya nakuha ko pang makipag chat during office hours.. (my boss even caught me chatting).. haha.. i was just kidding her..  baka pikon na nga saken yan.. sa kanya lang naman makapal yung pagmumukha ko! Haha I think im going home.. 

5:50pm
lee, wala kang choice kundi samahan moko manuod! Haha

8:30pm.. done.. i had fun! It was nice, i like it better than that of spiderman..waiting outside for lee... tagal naman nya, pinaghihintay  nanaman ako

9:30pm
Just got home! Medyo mahirap sumakay..

10:30pm
Its late na.. so good night na!

25May2014

9:18am
Good morning! Yah I know I should be rising from bed now, awhile ago I woke up and I thought its not Sunday, but when I realized its my favorite day, I slept back... I was reading someone's blog, her thoughts are heart breaking... so, I'm not  the only one.. hehe

You know I could write a lot when I'm bored, i'm sad, i've got no one to talk to, having a wishful thinking , kapag naiinis and stuff like that,  my diary knows that well.. so this is rated PG! Haha

Ang arte arte ko nanaman... this is so annoying.. haha.. at mas naiirita ako dito

Para kaseng may sariling isip yung camera.. haha.. nahihiya naman ako sa sarili ko pero di ko lang talaga mapigilan... hahaha... yung tipong kagigising mo lang, di ka man naghilamos pa, nagtoothbrush, nagsuklay (feeling naman nya magandang tingnan)....baliw na ba talaga ako??

Okay... got to work on things na.. I'm hungry!

2:19 pm
Done defrosting this personal ref, I'm so proud of myself I did it... but now I realize its empty, kaya kelangan ko pa rin lumabas at maggrocery.

Anyway, my ref magnets na hindi naman talaga magnets, dinikit ko lang.. except for that Datem grand ball souvenir.

4:25pm
Here at Robinson  mall having my Starbuck's Choco Chip Frap for Merienda and Burger King's chicken fillet meal with fries for early dinner...  it's been raining heavily outside, finally I felt the rain.

9:34pm
My selfie disorder is being critical!! Hahaha... just let me, sooner or later ... wrinkles will invade my face and I wont be able to take shots of me.. haha.. at tsaka wala talaga akong magawa.. panis na ata laway ko... haha.. i just had a quick conversation with my mom and my sister kanina.. (ipagpatawad nyo na ang isang to.. kaya nagkakastiffneck dahil sa kasa-side view.. haha)

Music is the only thing that saves me from going crazy.. haha.. pero ayos lang naman ako.. wala rin akong gustong gawin kundi magpahinga.. I'm hungry!

10:15pm
Here's a throwback picture I posted on my instagram a while ago..

 10:21 pm
I think its time to sleep now.. Good night!

Maagang Pag-iinarte!

Good morning!

I'm already at the office right now.... and obviously, i'm sneaking in here... I woke up late, i'm not sure if I heard my alarm tapos dinedma ko lang, or I forgot to set it... buti na lang di ako na late, nakakailan na ako for this month... mawawarning na ako! Haha

I slept late because of that letter i wrote last night, i'm about to sleep nung naisip kong isulat yun...

Hayst, sometimes when I read back my blog, I could tell myself these -- " ang arte mo!, ang o.a  mo, di ka na nahiya?!, ang corny mo, ang baduy mo, ang sama mo!,".... and the like.. its not that I regret writing them, because I honestly felt those words at the moment I wrote them... I could just laugh reading them or even ashamed of myself, lalo na yung nga selfie ko...hahaha.. nakakahiya! Di bale na, ako lang naman nakakalam.. haha... good things e yung nababasa mo yung mga sama ng loob mo at masasabi mong, kitam! Lumilipas din ang lahat!

Sige, tatrabaho na ako...

To The Love of my Life

Hey... maybe I am crazy for writing a letter to someone I'm not really sure who... but I had this feeling that someone somewhere deserves this.

This is for the love of my life who's gone for long and may never find his way to me.. I was just lying when I told other people that I'm better off alone, that I wanted it this way, that I can live without you, of course I can, It would be lonely sometimes though I know  I can-- but at some corner of my heart, I wanted you to be there.

I don't know if you aren't coming yet or I have lost you already.. I'm sorry if I'm really that hard to find, that I don't look for  you, i waited, maybe I am waiting at the wrong place, I always had this thought that you'll find me anyway no matter what, I guess I filled my mind with lots of fairy tales, maybe I should be the one to look for you, but I am not. Or maybe I'm just too coward to let you walk out of my life without knowing it...

I wonder how you doing right now... I wonder if I cross your mind somehow... would you like me too?? I'm ugly, I'm not that smart, I'm boring, I have a lousy sense of humor, I'm weird, I'm a dreamer (dont fall inlove with a dreamer right?), I'm turning you off already... maybe that's why you can't find me.. you might not know anything about me anyway, you wont know that I care for you.... this letter might not even reach you.

I hope your'e having a good life even you'll never ever find me... I will try too, though I may never walk with you along the beach and watch the sun sets, I may not try dive and swim with you into the sea (i hope you know how to swim because I can't), I may not walk into the rain with you or watch the stars at night,  I may not try being lost with  you in a strange place we've never been, I might not get the chance to hold your hands and touch your face, I might not experience to just stare at you and look into your eyes the whole time as if I wont get tired doing that, I may never watch you sleep, I may not try conquer my fear with you and do things I don't usually do, I may not try laugh out loud with the silliest jokes with you, I might not see the look in your face when you find out that I messed my cooking or I don't brush my hair, I may not try fighting against all odds with you, I may not grow old with you and we may not hear each other  say "I love you"....  I'll still wish us a happy ending.. with or without each others presence.

Somehow, I wanted to be with you...  possible or not, God knows I wanted to...

Maybe not for now, or maybe not ever...

So can we try harder to find each other??

I'm such a hopeless romantic right? Surely it will scare you, you wouldn't want to see me...:)

Love,

A

Sleep Well

Sometimes you don't have to be appreciated by everyone, you don't have to be perfect, because you cannot be..

Remember, even if you are the nicest person in the room, there will always be someone who will see your bad side.. even you'll do your very best,  that wont be enough.

There will always be people who will call you ugly, will call you weird, will tell you that you're faking it, will treat you a loser.. even your friends sometimes will bring you down.

They may call you whatever, just  brace yourself and say I DONT CARE!!! life's too short to cling on things that bother you... there are always good things about life.. so live it!

And you know what, sometimes, you don't need everyone to like you, you only need just only one to make you feel special... to still be grateful of your mere existence despite your flaws... just someone who'll see the beauty in you behind your imperfectness.. who will make you feel winning though you are losing it, who could still make you smile though your tears are falling, someone who would also call you ugly but still loves you.. :)

(Maybe I'm talking to myself ... So this is good night,  sleep well, never mind them.)

EXPLICIT CONTENT: selfie overload

Hahaha! Wala lang.. i'm just in the mood to take a lot of pictures today... there were really times like this, so forgive me.

Just before we left the office

After we consumed our dinner

Just got home...

And some of these before my day ends!

Good night! I wish I could sleep well tonight and so do you...

Memo: 18 May 2014

Today's Soundtripping

Its not that I am not busy today or maybe I am, but I have all the leisure time to scan and explore my new application -- Spotify. My officemate downloaded it on my phone during that time I asked him to send me copies of Game of Thrones thru bluetooth.. he took advantage of my phone!... since I was asking a favor I didn't had a violent reaction... anyway, I don't have to get mad at all because I'm making use of it.

Due to anti piracy law, our music and  movies were removed in our computers, even player and VLC were blocked.. Thank you to my phone for being my savior against boring work mode... (to screetshots too! Haha)

For today's music I got this..

  

Godzilla!

If I remember it right, Godzilla (1999, starring Mathew Broderick) was the 3rd movie I watched on a theater.. I had loved it, that's why when this 2014 version came out, I didn't hesitate to a watch it

I invited my friends to join me knowing its not really their kind of movie.. I thank them for being with me in 3D anyway .. they said, they didn't enjoy it that much but I did! But there was a moment where i had closed my eyes because I went sleepy.... maybe I'm just really sleepy, its not boring..

 I loved it too because Philippines had a role in it..

Its just that, this movie had left me several questions like why? How did it started? What's Godzilla has something to do with the MODU? Why Godzilla and not MODU the title when it seems that Godzilla is doing a supporting role only? hahaha...  where was Godzilla been hiding all these years? ... and the like.. ( or diko lang talaga naintindihan! Haha)

I had more questions than that of 1999 version, or maybe because I'm too young then, I don't really care about the things that are unclear to me.

And I could say, that though the latest version, Godzilla ended up being the savior, I still love more the old version...

That's it!

4:45 pm

My Ordinary Wednesday!

So, what do I have today? Aside from having a hard time waking up this morning (that made me a buzzer beater again), submitted my cost report, received our 13th Month pay, and doing my typical works, I also had these conversations.. maybe to some, its not worth saving for, they don't even know I'm saving it.. natutuwa lang ako... mababaw lang kase talaga ako

We had dinner at Sbarro so I posted this on my Instagram...  

Though we see each other almost everyday, we still chat each other...  I just find  it overwhelming that marj (despite her nakakairita attitude minsan) still manage to check on me everytime.. thats so sweet of her.. hehe

Margaux just got back from her vacation to her hometown.. and they had a poor signal there kaya namiss nya raw ako!! Wahahaha... i always tell her pag sinasabi nyang namimiss nya ako na wala namang kamiss miss saken! Haha i asked her anyway to take a picture of San Juanico Bridge and this is what she got

When my friends get to places that I never been to, I always ask them to take photos and send it to me... I just wanna see what they've been seeing, inggitera kase ako! Haha

I asked jardine to send me copies of Game of Thrones, when jhonard vibered me, that's why! Hehe.. nakakainis yung G.O.T! 

Anyway, yun lang!

I think I'm Getting Fat!

Tingin ko lang naman.. hahaha! Or baka kanina  lang, kase nag eat-all-you-can kami ni lee! Pangarap ko talagang tumaba! Pero di talaga natutupad! Tumaba na ako minsan e... kaso di nagtagal.. hahaha... ganon talaga ako... pag medyo badtrip, wala akong ganang kumain!.. sana katulad ako ng iba na kapag masama ang loob, kain lang ng kain! Ibig sabihin, madalas pala akong badtrip??!! Hehe... di naman, masyado lang akong nag-iinarte..

At nakuha ko pa magpost ng picture.. mukha kase akong mataba dito.. mukha ring tanga! Haha.. wag nyo na pansinin.. medyo haggard talaga ako ngayon!

Magandang gabi!

happy mothers day!

I agree that everyday, Mother's Day should be celebrated, not only for this single day, for mother's job has no specific time, its for always. But maybe its just an excuse for everyone to get more expressive today because everyone does. And I would too.

I'm not that someone who's being so vocal about how much I love my mom... I don't even remember when did I ever tell her that.. Every time I left home for long time, I would just give her a quick hug and said bye, though my heart is shrinking I have to leave them not knowing when to see them again..

There was one time during highschool (retreat or just one of my subjects) when our teacher made us cry by having some reflections about our parents, then we have to write letters to them, we've said so much like we are sorry, that we are thankful, that we love them, stuff like that because we were emotional.. Then the letters were handed to our parents.. Then I told my mom, "hindi totoo yung nasa letter".. hahaha, such a bratty and  ungrateful child I was! Haha.. (syempre totoo yung nasa letter, nahiya lang ako).

So that's it.. sabi ko nga di ako expressive, ngayon lang.. haha... To my mom, if i have to choose hundred times to who would my mother be, I will always choose you, I'm sorry if I can't be that someone you want me to be, don't worry about my happiness, I'm okay and I'm happy that I have you, thanks for everything, lets travel more in the future, i love you!

Ika Sampu ng Mayo 2014

Hi diary, kumusta ka? Baka sabihin mo lagi na lang ako... haha.. para akong tanga noh? Sekreto lang natin to! Hehe.. pero salamat talaga, isa kang mabuting kaibigan!

So, hows my day? Sabi ko, di muna ako mag-eenglish kaso may mga bagay talagang mas madali ipaliwanag pag english kahit pa mali mali ako.. okay lang, di naman eto parang formal theme echos nung highschool o essay exam.. basta... ang dami ko namang sinabi.. kinukumusta ko lang yung araw ko..haha.. sanay ka nanaman sa pagiging o.a ko diba? Buti na lang talaga di ka pwedeng magreklamo...

So eto! Explain ko pa ba tong kahibangang to..

I was with lee most of the time today, wala kase si marj... mula lunch break hanggang dinner... buti di ako pinagseselosan nung girlfriend daw nya! Haha.. peace lee! Di mo naman nababasa to.. haha.... pero nung sinabi ni lee na may girlfriend na sya... ang saya ko para sa kanya! Promise.. i hope he's really happy being in that relationship.. everybody deserves a happy love story... except ata sa aken.. haha.. hayst..

Anyway, whats gotten to my mind, tama si lee, ano nga bang nakain ko at nakaflowerettes ako.. sabi ni mac, pwede daw ba syang pumitas ng bulakalak sa damit ko, bibigay lang nya sa girlfriend nya! Haha.. bakit nga ba? Its so not me.. or maybe its the real me... the baduy sa ever! Haha

Spaghetti! Wala lang gusto ko lang ng spaghetti.. sabi ko kay lee, magluluto ako ng spaghetti.. sabi nya.. "weh? Sinasabi mo lang yan, pero di ka rin magluluto"..

When people think that you couldn't do a certain thing, that's when you'll strive harder to prove them that they are wrong... kaya ayun! Nagluto ako.. haha.. spaghetti lang, naging strive harder pa akong nalaman...  anong lasa?? Wag nyo na itanong kase di talaga ako marunong magluto.. trying hard lang.. haha.. tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. nakakalungkot naman..

Sana umulan naman dito.. sa ibang part ng Manila e umuulan daw, may mga yelo pa nga raw! Hahaha.. totoo kaya yun? Bakit kaya dito sa place ko wala.. alam naman natin na gustong gustong kong umuulan kapag nasa bahay lang ako ... kase emoterang froglet ako! Hahaha

E teka! Yung isang larawan, ako  ulit.. matutulog na lang.. nagseselfie pa.. haha.. siguro kase pag pangit ka mahilig ka talagang magselfie noh??  Gusto mo kase papaniwalain yung sarili mo na di ka pangit... pero ang totoo, tanggapin na lang natin ang mapait na katotohanan! Hahaha... nababaliw nanaman ako.

o xa, Good night na! Good night sayo... Good night  sa kanya.. Good night sa kanila!

Zzzzzzzzzz....

Why Won't You Rain on Me?

How come Manila is experiencing rain on my phone but its not really raining outside?? I really wish it would rain tonight, no matter how heavy it could be.. (wag lang bumaha)..

Just Happy!!

10:00pm

I'm just happy right now... I'm crossing my fingers, I hope it will come true... I was hesitant at first but now I'm just feeling great I had it booked!

Good night!!!

5:30am

Am I that happy last night I didn't sleep well again? Or was it too hot I was not able to feel comfortable sleeping, is this el niño already?... or someone is cursing me again? Haha...at 4:30am  i thought its already six and I couldn't sleep back... hayst, I'm going to feel sleepy later.. . I feel my swollen eyes..

Have a great day anyway!

5.7.14

Hi!

I'm trying to sleep early tonight kase sobrang inaantok na ako..  I haven't slept well last night, I don't know, maybe I'm just disturbed... not just because i've been thinking too much  but i was literally disturbed by the couple fighting at the other room... hayst,  parang gusto kong mag interrupt, could they make it discreet or not at least in the middle of the night..

i had also a meeting in our head office this afternoon.. I really hate doing meetings there.. wala lang, nakakatamad lang, haha.. (sorry!!)

I'm supposed to go home straight... but my friends gave me a call inviting me to have dinner..  lagi naman

Eto yung mga kaibigan ko na minsan diko alam kung talaga bang mabubuting kaibigan! Haha..  they're so irritating sometimes I feel like I want to walk out  from them.. nakakainis kase.. haha..  guess when you are that comfortable with your friends, you say whatever you want whether you'll inspire or annoy them....

Kung sa bagay.. there were times din naman na naiinis sila saken pag nag-iinarte ako.. haha.. quits lang naman siguro...

That would be all.. antok na antok na talaga ako...

Sleep well.... sleep well myself! :)

4.May.14

12:54 PM

Its Sunday and though I have the right to be lazy today, but I should not. I haven't eaten my breakfast yet, lunch already.. I can hear my stomach complaining.. I just had put the rice on the rice cooker, and I don't know whats gonna be my ulam.. maybe hotdogs and dried fish will do..

This is my way to keep myself moving, though its always my typical chores, I still have to list them so I could obey..

I need first to cook my viand, I need to wash my uniform, I need to pick up my laundry, I need to do some cleaning, I need to buy my groceries, my ref is empty! , I need to watch meteor garden and legal wife (need ba yun? Hindi naman..).... and I NEED A LIFE!! haha..

Okay, i'll update this later.. I heard the alarm that my rice is cooked na...

6:40 PM

Got home almost an hour ago , I've been to Robinson Mall to buy my groceries , I had my other watch fixed too (battery lang), I had shopping! ( its not part of my plan, I've been impulsive, pero okay lang kase when I plan my shopping spree, mas wala akong nabibili).. anyway anong oras na??!! Di pa ako naglalaba ng uniform, kelangan ko pa kunin yung laundry.. blame this!! Haha..nakuha pang magselfie, pampairita lang.. I'm so annoying noh?! Haha

9:49PM

Hey my diary, give me my prize.. I've done everything I listed! Okay na pala, you letting me post my dramas and my undying  selfies without complaining is more than  enough to be my prize.

I got my laundry, I washed my uniform, I cleaned, I even watched one episode of The Legal Wife and Meteor Garden too.

Hindi naman ako nanunuod ng legal wife, just recently lang when feeds all over facebook were mostly all about them, nakigaya lang.. haha..

And for Meteor Garden... I was a fan even before.. i've been inlove with Hua ze lei.... and super amused with shan chai and Dao ming si... hahaha... feeling teenager lang!

Ayun! Parang ang bilis ng araw na to... Monday na tomorrow! My most hated day!

Good night now...

The Confession of Someone Who's Not Suppose to Drink Alcohol

Before I'll start this, I hope none of my family members would get lost in here, some of my relatives drink alcohol too though its forbidden, but they wouldn't think for sure that I can, or maybe they will, if they will see this picture knowing I'm in the big city now.

My officemates and I had a night out, we sang our hearts out in our exclusive room at one of the resto around Makati... They got drank with alcohol and I got drank of iced tea.. it used to be something I can be proud of myself, my control of not having a drop of it.. yes, I used to... but now I'm not.. coz in our previous night outs, I tried.

Out of our more than 10 get together with my co workers, if I remember it right, I've tried maybe four times... just a few, not more than a glass... I've tried one full bottle just once.

maybe its just out of curiosity..  if I didn't take it, maybe I'm one of those 2% who didn't taste it in  their entire life..

This picture was my first to try it, i was 26 or 27.. yeah, I'm actually too old  to have my first time, that was a few content..and I didnt like the taste.. its too bitter, how could they like it?

And this picture was my first time to consume one full bottle..that was the time I felt different, I felt numb, I felt my feet feeling cold, I could feel something rambling on my tummy, but I didn't feel dizzy nor out of control, I'm still on my mind... I still know what I am doing.. or maybe one bottle couldn't make me wasted... and I never wanna be a drunkard.. no way.

Alcoholic drinks are forbidden in my religion ,(though some still try) . Drinks that would intoxicate you or affects your way of thinking or behavior is restricted.

And i sinned because I tried. Maybe I'm just too curious about it if it could help you forget your problems as what people defended themselves. I am curious if you are being true and could gain strength in saying anything that you couldn't when you're not drunk...

or the bad side, could make you more confident in fooling around.. how bout those you'll see on T.V, they were able to do this and that, and would say sorry because they were just drunk??
Why drink if that's the case?? Why would  you want to hurt anyone just because you're drunk?

I still don't know why.. and I'm not trying more bottles just to know it.. I will have to face and deal with my life issues clear minded...

Out of those people I saw who got intoxicated, I've known a few who were so cute, I don't know, maybe because they talk a lot... but mostly, I found annoying and disgusting... those who would almost kiss the floor due to excessive alcohol, it irritates me, they should know how to handle themselves.

anyway, I'm not posting this just to clean myself, I'm still human... and absolutely I'm not bragging... why would I when its even prohibited to us.. ?

I'll try not to ever taste it..

Amazing Spider Man 2

For some personal reasons, there's something about the Amazing Spiderman that made me feel bad about, not because its no longer Toby Maguire or because I didnt like the story, i dont even remember the part 1, basta lang. Haha... kaya ayoko sana panuorin... but i ended up inviting my friends to watch it.

Spider man 2.. medyo inantok lang naman ako, kase kaninang umaga pa ako inaantok, at inaantok na talaga ako ngayon kaya yun lang ang masasabi ko..

Salamat nga pala kay lee sa napakaliwanag na picture na to. Haha

Yun lang... diko na kaya paglabanan ang antok ko... haha