I'M WISHING.................... AND I HOPE IT WILL COME TRUE

strolls in makati

After maybe three years now since the last time I've seen this friend of mine, now we've met again...

Meet Che che Bureche (hehe)!, a good friend, and my roommate in MSU.

Photos taken at Greenbelt, Glorietta and Ayala Triangle Garden, Makati...

Che, Thanks for the time listening to my random funny stories... hehe.. I miss you!

blame the weatherman???

I'm hungry now, I actually planned to eat outside.. all was set, my jacket, my umbrella and myself, I was about to go, I heard rain drops pouring so hard.. tsk tsk.. back to my room, what will I eat now? rice, salted egg (again) and noodles (again) will do.

How was may day? of course, a lot of sleep but not so deep, internet, and tv and music too..  my head ached this morning I have good reason not to report for work, though I've thought of it last night after I got so tired in wading through the rain and the flood.

because our date last night was cancelled due to the storm, these friends of mine texted me to meet them at Greenbelt, but the weather is still on the rocks, I didn't go.. maybe next  time.

what else??? i have nothing to say..

Hachiko: A Dog's Tale

Oh my! I can't believe I shed a tear in our office because of this based-on-true-story movie, Hachiko,  That was during lunch break, no one saw me, ofcourse I wont let anyone see me crying!

The movie broke my heart because of this adorable dog, I found it so adorable when it was still a puppy, I wish I could hug it.

Who wouldn't get sentimental seeing Hachi patiently waits for his deceased master on the train station (as what he used to do) for nine years! That was longer than the time he's been with his master (Richard Gear).

Suddenly I could relate on the idea of waiting, what if I am also waiting for something that is gone forever???

anyway, at the end part of the movie, just like comforting the viewers, Hachi and the owner  reunited as their spirits rise up to heaven.

TROPICAL STORM FALCON MEETS ME

Oh gosh, im just so exhausted... been on the streets for almost 2 hours, stranded. Finally, ive experienced what I used to watch only in tv.. those "baha moments" here in manila.

I'm supposed to meet up with my friends there in Landmark Makati, but unfortunately I cant make it due to the heavy rain.. I'm so like "basang sisiw" when I got home.

I think I'll be absent for work tomorrow, I'm a bit unwell now.

MAGKAMUKHA NGA BA SILA?

(photo from Rlin)

BYE ARLEEN

So she finally bid goodbye to us.. She now no longer connected to our office, she resigned.

Arleen, an architect, graduate of UST, recently a TSG cad operator of Datem-Primea. She is someone I thought the last person I can get along with in our office.. Everybody described as "maldita". And I've seen that too, that's why at first I tried to distant myself on her. But still we became friends not because when i get to know her she transformed, actually she didn't, i just saw the good side of her.

I dont know, in some aspect, I could relate with her attitude, because we are both Leo... hehe. So that's it, I didn't drop her in my friends list even at her last moments in office, when some people there hated her.

I'll be missing her.. I will miss her everytime I'll go home in the afternoon, seeing PVP bus she used to hop into, Bubble gang's Che Che Bureche, she keeps on reminding me to watch, the sizzling squid in Glorietta's food court during our lunch out will make me remember her, the night outs.... and more.

Oh, she wrote this on my table.

'Arleen and I' Photos

GUILTY

Do you remember our night out?

Actually uminom talaga ako, San mig Light, that was my first to taste an alcoholic drink.. yes for 26 years!!! I went out with my officemates and friends, pero di nila ako napilit uminom, until this one night...

And i'm a bit guity now coz I had a self to self talk na iinom lang ako kapag ______________, at hindi pa nangyayari yun pero uminom ako.... aside from the fact, that in Islam, it is prohibited.

Pero konteng konte lang talaga yun, this glass I am holding? about less than half of that.. out of curiosity lang naman.

TODAY IS AN EXCEPTION

i know you're a bit fed up in me saying that I hate Mondays, I do, but there's an exception, today. Because today's a holiday.. whoah! I sound so delinquent again here, hahaha.. I'm just being honest, as honest when I answered my boss that "araw araw naman akong napipilitang pumasok e"... when he told me last saturday na "bat ganyan yang etsura mo, parang napilitan ka lang pumasok? "... hahaha, then he replied, if that's the case then I'll terminate you..  Oh, no!!! yan tuloy, who's joking then????  bahala na!

Im asking myself now, would there be anything in this world that would make me enjoy doing, at the same time, I'll be paid for it??... or as always, its my attitude nanaman! But on the good side of me, I dont neglect the task given to me, you can count on me on that..Kahit pa sabihng di ko naeenjoy ginagawa ko, still, I perform what I am responsible of.

Anyway, how was my day? it went well. I watched Beastly- that was nice!

Also a Thai horror movie, I forgot the title and wasn't able to finish it, the disc behaved badly. That's what I got in patronizing piracy! hahaha , hindi naman!

And my brother watched "a crazy little thing called love", nakinuod na rin ulet!!

After that movie marathon, I went to Robinson Mall for our groceries and to pay our internet bill,  only to find out that I left my ATM card.. hindi kasya yung perang dala ko, kaya groceries lang.. And I got attracted to the sweater (maulan kasi) I saw in one of the stores there, kaso hanggang tingin na lang ako, wala nga akong dalang pera e!!! ehehe, buti na lang din, nakatipid. Sa Mcdo na rin ang merienda.

Ayun!.... kelangan ng matulog... back to office nanaman bukas!

Ako to, parang tanga, I just got home, and asked my brother to take these shots, ayaw nya pero wala syang choice... ang gulo pa ng background, parang dinaanan ng tornado ( di na ako nahiya)... hehe.

Goodnight my diary.. good night everyone.... good night din sayo ______...

DEAR MR. EX

I must be crazy, I've been smiling alone with myself today. We were together last night with our friends, and I had some moments staring at you secretly. I sang in the Videoke Gabrille’s Out of Reach, that was for you, I hope you realized it. I saw you smiling while I'm singing, were you just teasing me because I'm murdering the song? 

That picture of you with your little sister you showed us that I joked I would take it (actually I'm not really joking, but i ended up giving it back to you), I really wanted to keep it, haha, fool me. I was so touched too when you said (or  kid me) that you’ll accompany me home, but when I refused to, you told me to text you when I’ll get home. I got excited to reach home so I can send you the message. But you didn’t reply, why? 

I think of you right now, how bout me, did I  cross your mind too? I wonder what were you thinking the night during our company outing in declaring "tayo na". I know that a was joke but why did you came up with that, why would you play around with me? I could hate you for that, because since then you distract me.

 and I guess I’m falling for you, or maybe I did already, I'm not so sure, or I'm just afraid to admit it. But baby,whatever it is, I just can’t let you know. We can’t be together. And I don’t want us to suffer.

I want also to tell myself to cut this foolish thing I have for you, or else I would hurt myself soon. I’m sorry.

Take care!

...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY EXCELLENT FATHER...... AYAH, I PRAY YOU GOOD HEALTH.

Night out

just got home from a night out with my officemates..Sir Elwin, Jhonard, Allen, MAc, James, Arleen and Jeny. Thats to make use of the holiday this monday, so its okay to be home as late as this once in a while.

 I had a great time.

Food trip at Spaghetti Factory

Seafood Pesto

Red Seafood Fettucinne

Vongole Fettucinne

i just loved the pasta and pizza we ordered here, and im so sleepy to do a lot of talking too...

where the hell is my crazy little thing called love too???

If you loath corny and old school stuffs, then you better out of this page or else you’ll just throw up.. coz I almost too. Hahaha

I still can’t get enough of the movie A Crazy Little Thing Called Love.. I've been playing again and again my favorite scenes. I can now sense you’re starting to mock me coz I am so decade away from highschool. It made me a bit envious for not experiencing such foolish acts during my secondary years for I enrolled in an exclusive-for-girls school, as if I could relate, from being a bug face, maybe I could.. hehe

The movie is fantastic.. So simple and nothing really deep, but how it is being plastered into the big screen is amazing!.. I like the cast.

I don’t know why I see myself like Nam when she was at her ugliest stage.. hahahaha…, poor me. Her reactions or how she giggles also jog my memory of my ways every time I see my crush too during college.. (ofcourse I do have crushes too, I’m still normal huh), when she found out that Shone knew her name, I understand her retort. When she walks into the lobby of Shone’s classroom to make papansin, I can comprehend too.

When Nam confessed her love to Shone, I remember the crazy thought I almost get into, read this. I was also thinking what if I’ve tried doing that, what for, to humiliate myself?? Hehe

 Just wondering, has there any of my crushes in college felt the same way as mine?? just how clueless Nam that Shone liked her too.. in my case, I’m in delusion, “one sided love” will always be tagged on me.

And the button Nam  kept for years believing it was Shone’s reminded me of the wrapper of a small bread sticks I kept in  my first year college, coz that was from my classmate in math I secretly admiring. (hehe)

The scrapbook of Shone, I so love the idea… a guy would do that??? Or only Shone?

The finale… when Nam cried upon knowing Shone is waiting for her, it made me feel the greatness of love unfortunately I am lacking (hehe). Bad!

Dull day nanaman

i'm sorry that still i hate Mondays, coz that means, work again.. sounds like i hate working huh, that im truly a lazy one,yes I admt i am, but its only in my mind because I still go for work.

I tried being absent or just be late, but still I'm not.... so bad that whats in my mind always contradict with what I do.... or should I say, so good.. hahaha

I dont wanna be so "dakila". but sometimes I looked like I'm eager to be one...... but honestly, I dont want to, it seems not normal.

I like to break the rules sometimes, I bet thats fun, but i hate to admit that i have no enough strength to face the consequences....

Anyway, im getting far away from what I really want to post in here right now. I wanted to say that I just had a dull day, i was so irritated this morning while on my way to our project site. and when I reached the office, I felt so sleepy, tried coffee (which i dont usually do) to save myself.

my mind gone nowhere, i was trying to come up with a decision and ended up with nothing again.. hahaha..

Friends, maybe they could give me a lift.. so I grabbed my phone and texted them.. but unfortunately they've maybe gone so busy they dont wanna get involved with my mild insanity, hehe.. o, there was Risa, the only one who replied, thanks kords! hehe

i better be sleeping now... paranoia, get lost!!!

Good night myself!

6/12/2011 movies

if not only for a nature tripping, then I prefer staying indoor, watch movies, surf the net, read different people’s blog, read books and rest my mind during my off.

So how did I spend my no-work day this time? It’s another movie marathon!

Last night I watched Priest, I was entertained, it’s not boring that there were moments I just found myself with my jaw down. Haha

I had three movies today, first one, Exorcismus, and I can say that one made me feel a bit dreary, I even told my brother to cut it and shift to another disc, but he refused to.

Also on the list, an Indian horror movie, Haunted.. It’s a bit corny but the effects were good enough. It’s somehow a combination of different movies I’ve watched already. Have you read my blog about the movie “secret”? Coz I don’t know if this movie copied the idea of travelling into time with the aid of a piano or things like that.

And my favorite.. A Crazy Little Thing Called Love, maybe you knew about it coz its quiet popular and recently ABS CBN aired this. It’s typical, so highschool, but they were able to make it amazingly cute. It made me laugh, and it made me sob a little too (hahaha). I was so touched the way the girl cried at the end part, it seemed so true. And I liked also the transformation of the cast, especially the girl, her being a “bug face” before was so natural.. I’m no teen, but I love this movie.

 

6/7/2011

I would love to write tonight but its already 10:12pm, I must be sleeping now or else I'll find hard time again to rise from my bed in next 7 hours.

o well, there just these few people that keep on bothering me, and i hate that I'm letting myself get affected, actually i'm not, i just. haha.. ewan ko.

i want to tell myself that I must not care about these "issues", and i'm out of it. I have my own life.. ang gulo ko nanamang kausap, epekto lang to ng antok. haha

goodnight my dear diary!

Another Odinary Sunday

Sunday again—the only day I could shot a record of my whereabouts, so here’s for today.

Another usual day, so usual it may not even deserve a space in here. I woke up about 8:30 am. And for a lazy and not so good in cooking person would be worthy of just plain rice, salted egg and canned good for breakfast, I’m not complaining!

Clean the room a bit, junked what should be junked, I t made me realized I been keeping these trashes and useless items so long time ago. I’m that kind of person, I don’t easily drop things, no matter how less important those were, and even scrap.

Watched movie on our DVD player, Scream 4—I thought I’m already a graduate on movies as cruel or bloody as that, but sometimes I love guessing who the culprit is. And my guess was wrong!!.. Good job to the story writer of this movie!

After the movie, I asked my brother to treat me a Starbuck’s choco frappuccino there at Robinson, and he did, thanks to him. Before going home, I bought some fruit mix to at least give my system some nutritious food.

And just a while ago, I had my dinner, a lucky me hot and spicy pancit canton and a sliced of Gardenia classic bread.

That’s it. My life is boring right???!! Hehe… whatever.

 Good night!

Sorry hair, I cut you short

Cutting your hair short is somehow a brave decision. Once you cut it, you couldn’t have it back instantly, you must wait for months. What if it won’t suit you, what would you do?

 I had that brave decision yesterday, coz my hair is short now. I was hesitant at first, I love my hair, kahit hindi ko masyadong inaayos, kahit laging sinasabi ng boss ko na "mahangin ba sa labas", kahit pa parang 75% of women now is keeping their hair at long length.

I’m not sure if i look good on it but somebody said it was fine. I always have my hair short during school days, though I always dream of a long hair. But every time it reaches my shoulder level or longer, it’s making tikwas, so I have to trim it. And also, my hair is used to be a form of my rage outlet, if I’m depressed or something, I asked someone to cut my hair short.

But after college days, my hair started to cooperate, finally, dream came true,  long hair na ako. But yesterday, I missed my younger years, kaya my hair is short again.

AAA's OPEN DIARY

Writing down my endless thoughts is always been my passion. And that’s why I have this website, my AAA’s open diary. It doesn’t really matter if I’m expressing my views in correct manner  or not coz honestly, I’m not really good at it, I just loved doing it. Being once an engineering student, my hidden skill (if it could be considered a skill of mine haha) got blunted.

So what’s in AAA’s open diary? Its all about “my things” most of the people don’t know, its my experiences, my burdens, my happy moments, my opinions, my wishes, my reflections, my complains, my ideas and etceteras.. yeah, its something personal.

 But I chose to open 60% of it to public—I want also these few interested people learn and discover what’s in my mind, especially those matters I couldn’t voice out. The other 30% shared only for my contacts in multiply, about my bloody corny love stories, my exaggerated heartaches, my failures, my impossible dreams, oh, quiet sad topic huh, but when the time comes that I get to recover those say failures, I open them up for everybody, I also write in there about those people that influenced or touched my life, those people I should remember..  So what about the 10%, --I set it for my self only, some things that are truly madly deeply personal, a sort of a self to self interview.

Anyway, if in case you’ll find  yourself got lost on this website, I cant say enjoy reading, coz this is not a page of merely good thoughts, its about how I face the world and reality. But I would be glad if you’ll find it interesting… (but I guess its not.. hehe)