1. -- Not that you're being selfish, you just need to teach them lessons.. you don't have to give everything to a friend, you shouldn't make them depend on you too much.
2. -- its not always what you see is what you get..
3. -- Life is too short to figure out whether you're happy or not.. Thinking too much is a waste of time, it deprives you from appreciating life's simple pleasures.
4. -- you may care but if they don't, then don't, but if you can't stop caring, just wait till it fades..
5. --some people would give you reasons you know they didn't mean to.. they just say it so they wont hurt you.. but you're not dumb... be patient in dealing with different people.
6. -- you can only control what you think, but never what you feel.
7. -- you don't have to be liked and appreciated by everyone.. you don't need to be nice to all.. People will judge you anyway... Just be yourself, that's enough.
8. --things maybe unclear for now, someday you'll realize that everything happens for a reason.
9. --you can't have everything.
10. -- never compare yourself to others.. everyone is unique and blessed in different way.
11. -- you shouldn't force anyone to do anything again'st their will just to please you.
12. -- sometimes, its not about pride, its self respect.
13. -- if you feel you are being avoided by some people, never disturb them again.
14. -- simple rules to happiness: free your heart from hatred, set your mind free from worries, live simply, give more, expect less
15. -- if it mean't for you, then its meant for you, if not, then let it go.
16. -- Trust the person who sees sorrow behind your smile, the love you keep behind your anger and the reason behind your silence.
17. -- what people think about you doesn't matter.
18. -- When you love someone, you don't stop, you never fall out, unless it wasn't real, you just change the way you show it because you need to... like when they don't love you back, don't bother them.
19. -- Never bother exerting too much effort in explaining your self, your friends wont need it, they'll believe in you, those who dislike you will never will.. and some people only believe what they wanna hear.
20. -- Forget your misfortunes, count your blessings. PRAY always and be grateful.
Some of these lines just came out from my own thoughts, some I read and heard somewhere.....
ECHOS LANG!
Sunday, March 30, 2014
Saturday, March 29, 2014
Lunch Break
I spend my lunch breaks taking a nap.. but if I am not that sleepy, I usually watch movie.. Today I watched The Hobbit II.. kakainis lang kase kulang yung kopya... (oo talagang dapat may kasamang selfie lagi.. haha)
I watched the first part at the big screen sometime last year.. I don't really remember the plot of the movie, all I could remember was it had a long moment of dullness.. why did say so? Kasi yung kasamang kong nanuod, natulog lang! Anyway, I could say this one is a bit exciting and entertaining..
To kill the time.. I had a quick watch of this movie... Crazy Little Thing Called Love.. oo, di ako nagsasawa dito.. haha
Back to pagpapanggap!!
To kill the time.. I had a quick watch of this movie... Crazy Little Thing Called Love.. oo, di ako nagsasawa dito.. haha
Friday, March 28, 2014
28 March 2014
My boss saw this in my table.. sabi nya wala na raw akong gingawa.. haha
Celebrating our 10million manhours.. wow.. umabot ako sa ganon.
Tambay sa greenbelt.. watch sana ng movie kaso medyo late na yung next full show.
Ate a lot at Sea food Island.
Antok na!! Good night!
Celebrating our 10million manhours.. wow.. umabot ako sa ganon.
Ate a lot at Sea food Island.
Antok na!! Good night!
selfless selfie jan lang sa tabi tabi
Currently tambay at Greenbelt 5 with madam marj... and obviously taking these pictures..
I think the sky is beautiful..
Thursday, March 27, 2014
just when you have no one
If you feel like giving up on things
And you think the world doesn't care
Think of me,somewhere, someone cares, I'll be right here
Yes, everyone may give up on you
But not me, you can hold on to me
You can tell me everything you want
I will listen
Everyone falls down sometimes, and its okay even if I'll be remembered just once, even if it means nothing, even I can't make you truly happy, I'll be that someone when you have no one.
And If there are times you doubt about my sincerity coz I can't show that I care or not the way you want me to, don't be..
In my smallest way, I want you to know that I do
And you think the world doesn't care
Think of me,somewhere, someone cares, I'll be right here
Yes, everyone may give up on you
But not me, you can hold on to me
You can tell me everything you want
I will listen
Everyone falls down sometimes, and its okay even if I'll be remembered just once, even if it means nothing, even I can't make you truly happy, I'll be that someone when you have no one.
And If there are times you doubt about my sincerity coz I can't show that I care or not the way you want me to, don't be..
In my smallest way, I want you to know that I do
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Office Picture Picture
Wala lang.. busy naman ako.. antok na antok pa ako.
And after work... at dahil antok na antok nga ako kaya kelangan ko na silang iwan..
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
I'm Nursing The Nurse
My brother works in a call center.. but he's a nurse by profession... he had a 2 year working experience in a hospital... He supposed to be applying for abroad when he got here.. but just like me.. changed of plans... or baka idol lang nya ako... haha. That's why we're still here..
Anyway he's sick since yesterday.. and I thought he's doing well this morning... so I went to work.. I messaged him and he said, he's still unwell.. so after my meeting in our head office... I rushed home...
Masingit lang to.. on my way home, I felt like I own the MRT standing in the middle while almost everyone is sitting well... except this eksenadora! Hmmpp! Haha
Back to me being a nurse.. On my way home, I texted my brother what he wants to eat.. but he didn't reply.... I know he didn't want to eat.. so I bought fruits.. and I decided to cook arrozcaldo.. its one of my favorite.. hindi ko lang talaga maperfect! And surprisingly, my brother ate some of it! I'm so proud of myself.. he hates arrozcaldo, he doesn't like my cooking, di raw ako marunong magluto... pero nung kinain nya, I'm secretly so proud of myself. Hehe.. and I think I need to wake up early para magluto... hayst..
I hope he gets well na, I don't have choice but to take care of him... I'm such a dakilang ate.. give me a round of applause there!
Anyway he's sick since yesterday.. and I thought he's doing well this morning... so I went to work.. I messaged him and he said, he's still unwell.. so after my meeting in our head office... I rushed home...
Masingit lang to.. on my way home, I felt like I own the MRT standing in the middle while almost everyone is sitting well... except this eksenadora! Hmmpp! Haha
Back to me being a nurse.. On my way home, I texted my brother what he wants to eat.. but he didn't reply.... I know he didn't want to eat.. so I bought fruits.. and I decided to cook arrozcaldo.. its one of my favorite.. hindi ko lang talaga maperfect! And surprisingly, my brother ate some of it! I'm so proud of myself.. he hates arrozcaldo, he doesn't like my cooking, di raw ako marunong magluto... pero nung kinain nya, I'm secretly so proud of myself. Hehe.. and I think I need to wake up early para magluto... hayst..
I hope he gets well na, I don't have choice but to take care of him... I'm such a dakilang ate.. give me a round of applause there!
Monday, March 24, 2014
oh my Passport!
I was on leave today, I renewed my passport.. it will be expiring so soon... ang konti pa nga lang tatak pero kelangan ko na irenew.. hayst... I applied my passport 5 years ago intending to work abroad... anong nangyari?? Maeexpire na lang andito pa rin ako..
Anyway.. my picture on my old passport.. is exposing so much of my ears... hahaha...
Eto pang isa, Talagang inborn na yung laki ng tenga ko!! Hahaha
That's all for today! Good night!
Anyway.. my picture on my old passport.. is exposing so much of my ears... hahaha...
Eto pang isa, Talagang inborn na yung laki ng tenga ko!! Hahaha
That's all for today! Good night!
I'm Grateful
It was raining outside.. I was on my way to pick up my laundry when I passed by at the old man, a beggar at the corner of the street.. I hope the small amount of money could help him I gave him... but I couldn't help my heart from breaking.. I pity him.. He must be starving and cold, considering he's really old... I wonder if his doing it for his family or if he has a family, i don't know.
If I'm feeling ungrateful... those kind of people is reminding me not to... how can I complain about my life flaw's when there are people who couldn't eat when they are starving, no shelter to keep them safe, people who would risk their lives in order to survive, people who would suffer of sickness but couldn't buy medicine, people who don't belong to a family, people who don't have a job, people who be happy when you give them something they could never had....
Now how could I complain.... "ako, problema ko lang hindi ako sigurado kung masaya ako sa trabaho ko, ang pangit ng buhok, hindi ko alam anong kakainin ko, hindi ako nakapagpabook ng flights sa mga lugar na gusto kong puntahan, hindi ako mahal ng taong mahal ko (lagi na lang ganon yung case ko), hindi ko alam bat di ako tumataba, ayaw mawala ng pimple marks ko," ... mga ganong level lang ng problema...
Don't misinterpret me, I don't mean here that I should also be like them, that if they are suffering then I should too, maybe my problems are problems too... and I could strive harder for the things that could make me happy.. I just wanna convince my self that despite my life's imperfectness, I still have many reasons to be thankful...
If I'm feeling ungrateful... those kind of people is reminding me not to... how can I complain about my life flaw's when there are people who couldn't eat when they are starving, no shelter to keep them safe, people who would risk their lives in order to survive, people who would suffer of sickness but couldn't buy medicine, people who don't belong to a family, people who don't have a job, people who be happy when you give them something they could never had....
Now how could I complain.... "ako, problema ko lang hindi ako sigurado kung masaya ako sa trabaho ko, ang pangit ng buhok, hindi ko alam anong kakainin ko, hindi ako nakapagpabook ng flights sa mga lugar na gusto kong puntahan, hindi ako mahal ng taong mahal ko (lagi na lang ganon yung case ko), hindi ko alam bat di ako tumataba, ayaw mawala ng pimple marks ko," ... mga ganong level lang ng problema...
Don't misinterpret me, I don't mean here that I should also be like them, that if they are suffering then I should too, maybe my problems are problems too... and I could strive harder for the things that could make me happy.. I just wanna convince my self that despite my life's imperfectness, I still have many reasons to be thankful...
Sunday, March 23, 2014
Diary ng Isa Pang Panget ^__^
7:59 am
Was that a beautiful nightmare I just had? Its beautiful because my questions are being answered but its a nightmare because I just hate the answers, it crushed my heart!!.. it seems so true... I felt it... maybe someone's really sending me that message.. or was it purely just a dream?
My dear someone, bakit kase sa panaginip ko pa gusto mong sabihin ang anu mang gusto mong sabihin.. nakakainis ka na!! Haha .. joke lang.
8:25 am
Still in bed... oo na, babangon na ako.. I'll cook breakfast today.. let me post first these pictures that made me laugh not loud this morning...
I got this at Fanpage of "Diary ng Panget" .. I was actually naiintriga na rin dito...My friend Lee told me once when we were at the National Bookstore, "Ash o, para sa sayo to, bilhin mo".. he was referring to that book.. haha... Lee treats me that way, if you happened to read one of my blogs about my friends, you'll how mean he is to me. Hahaha.. Pero tanggap ko naman sya!
Anyway parang gusto ko tuloy palitan tong "Nobody's Girl Diaries" ko into "Diary ng Isa pang Panget" haha
A friend posted this... natawa talaga ako.. well, there's no such thing as "Perfect Man" , I know that... maybe she's just that someone who's nowhere to be found...
8:42am
Rise and shine!!!!!
8:49am
Teka lang.. pinanuod ko muna yung trailer ng "Diary ng Panget the movie:" some lines here
--Pano nga ba kung mainlove ka sa taong alam mong di maiinlove sayo kahit kailan--
--wag kang maarte, dika maganda--
9:01 am
Totoo na to.. babangon na ako!
10:13am
see? Crablets and crab eggs with hot chilli sauce for breakfast.. who want some? I'm willing to offer kase medyo hindi sya sunog.. haha
11:54 m
Merienda and tv.. watching animated movie at GMA " Horton"... ang cute!
2:50pm
Done cleaning! Don't ask for an evidence kase i'm not really good at housekeeping but at least i've tried.. pwede na to!
5:45pm
Just got home.. I went out to buy some groceries.. and now I'm hungry... merienda time ulit! I really need to eat a lot because last week, I've lost my appetite... I was a bit sick... pero I'm fine now, so I need to eat a lot.... Haha
7:50pm
Done watching Pepito Manaloto...as usual it never fails to amuse me... aside from its making me laugh, they give us words of wisdom at the ending. Today's lesson: Siguro, wala naman talagang ideal person, instead, try to be that ideal person to someone... basta ganon, di naman masyado ako nakakarelate. Hehe
8:32 pm
Now I'm watching this really boring korean movie.. "My Dear Enemy"... but I'm also bored..
And I still have this pimple mark.... errr..
Update:
10:32pm
Asking me about the movie? I wasn't attentive, di ko man lang naintindihan.. hehe.. anyway I just got back here at my room, nagtapon lang akong basura... and its kinda exhausting going up kaya tumambay muna ako.. medyo creepy dito pero gusto ko lang tumambay..
Was that a beautiful nightmare I just had? Its beautiful because my questions are being answered but its a nightmare because I just hate the answers, it crushed my heart!!.. it seems so true... I felt it... maybe someone's really sending me that message.. or was it purely just a dream?
My dear someone, bakit kase sa panaginip ko pa gusto mong sabihin ang anu mang gusto mong sabihin.. nakakainis ka na!! Haha .. joke lang.
8:25 am
Still in bed... oo na, babangon na ako.. I'll cook breakfast today.. let me post first these pictures that made me laugh not loud this morning...
Anyway parang gusto ko tuloy palitan tong "Nobody's Girl Diaries" ko into "Diary ng Isa pang Panget" haha
8:42am
Rise and shine!!!!!
8:49am
Teka lang.. pinanuod ko muna yung trailer ng "Diary ng Panget the movie:" some lines here
--Pano nga ba kung mainlove ka sa taong alam mong di maiinlove sayo kahit kailan--
--wag kang maarte, dika maganda--
9:01 am
Totoo na to.. babangon na ako!
10:13am
see? Crablets and crab eggs with hot chilli sauce for breakfast.. who want some? I'm willing to offer kase medyo hindi sya sunog.. haha
11:54 m
Merienda and tv.. watching animated movie at GMA " Horton"... ang cute!
2:50pm
Done cleaning! Don't ask for an evidence kase i'm not really good at housekeeping but at least i've tried.. pwede na to!
5:45pm
Just got home.. I went out to buy some groceries.. and now I'm hungry... merienda time ulit! I really need to eat a lot because last week, I've lost my appetite... I was a bit sick... pero I'm fine now, so I need to eat a lot.... Haha
7:50pm
Done watching Pepito Manaloto...as usual it never fails to amuse me... aside from its making me laugh, they give us words of wisdom at the ending. Today's lesson: Siguro, wala naman talagang ideal person, instead, try to be that ideal person to someone... basta ganon, di naman masyado ako nakakarelate. Hehe
8:32 pm
Now I'm watching this really boring korean movie.. "My Dear Enemy"... but I'm also bored..
Update:
10:32pm
Asking me about the movie? I wasn't attentive, di ko man lang naintindihan.. hehe.. anyway I just got back here at my room, nagtapon lang akong basura... and its kinda exhausting going up kaya tumambay muna ako.. medyo creepy dito pero gusto ko lang tumambay..
10:35pm
So this is good night! Why am I not afraid sleeping at night?? I have company! Meet Pororo.. hahaha... he's not even the real Pororo.. and I don't usually put stuff like this on my bed, dati feeling ko mabubuhay sila kapag tulog ka, but I'm not that little girl anymore... nakakatuwa lang talaga ang isang to...For my selfie pictures, sana mapatawad nyo ako. ^__^
Saturday, March 22, 2014
300: Rise of an Empire
Just got home after watching this movie.... and as expected, its bloody and great! Wala masyado akong masabi... I couldn't even remember the first part, yung 300 mismo.. But to sum it up.. I love it!
I was planning to watch it alone.. lam na, loner ako! ^__^... but a friend insisted to come... okay na rin, para may magpipicture sa akin.. hehe
Yun lang!
I was planning to watch it alone.. lam na, loner ako! ^__^... but a friend insisted to come... okay na rin, para may magpipicture sa akin.. hehe
Yun lang!
Friday, March 21, 2014
Timezone!
It may not be obvious but I love to sing! I don't know how to go with the rhyme, not a golden voice either, but I just love to sing... But not with anyone, aside from I am shy, I couldn't be that mean to ruin anyone's eardrum... hahaha... so if in case you'll hear me sing.. you must be really lucky! Hahaha
So she's one of the lucky one... haha... sorry, she had me..
Thursday, March 20, 2014
Tingin ko lang, lagot ako bukas!
She said:
She tried to call twice but I wasn't able to answer it, I was having hard time standing at the over crowded MRT.
Second time, I was busy finding out my father's loacation.
Then she didn't reply.. hahaha.. kaya lagot ako.. I think she badly needs me to get there..
Isa pang walang kwentang post bago ako matulog! ^__^
UVL 706
Ou... plate number lang yun.. dahil maraming scam at mga modus ngayon sa mga taxi....
My brother and I met our father at Megamall and accompany him to Astoria Plaza where they checked in... And since its kinda exhausting to walk back at the main road so we took this taxi... and send the plate number to margaux... hahaha.. of all the people, as if she can do something...isang lipad lang naman yung distance diba? Haha
pero safe and sound! I'm home!!
Because I wanted to complete this week with a post here in my blogger account... kaya kung anu ano na lang.. eto na yata ang pinakawalang sense na post ko...
Yun lang!
My brother and I met our father at Megamall and accompany him to Astoria Plaza where they checked in... And since its kinda exhausting to walk back at the main road so we took this taxi... and send the plate number to margaux... hahaha.. of all the people, as if she can do something...isang lipad lang naman yung distance diba? Haha
pero safe and sound! I'm home!!
Because I wanted to complete this week with a post here in my blogger account... kaya kung anu ano na lang.. eto na yata ang pinakawalang sense na post ko...
Yun lang!
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
3.18.14 Random Thoughts
10:08am
Done with that nerve wracking task my boss asked me to do... he's still have to check it.. so maybe I'm not done yet.... My table is a mess and I don't know what to do next, not that I have nothing to do anymore but I don't know how to start.. haha.... so I'm having a break... I decided to get a sneak and visit my blogger... so this is my post for the day.. just random...
10:18 am
I'm still not working... I remember this cat.. I saw it again this morning.
12:10pm
My older brother is getting so corny... its so not him. I'm not used to see him post anything romantic on the facebook! Ew! Haha.. but now he did, he got reunited with his ex gf who happens to be my childhood friend too..
2:52pm
I'm not done yet about my stories regarding my older brother.. I watched walking dead during the break, I was interrupted.. That episode of the walking dead is a bit disgusting... errr..
4:03pm
Yah I'm working, just have to do this with my sister
6:27pm
With marj at buddy's... waiting for our order.. and she's just playing.
8:05pm
I'm home and i think my heart is broken.. basta lang haha.. anyway, lets go back to my brother's lovestory.. so him and Ms. X are first love... I knew they have something even when we were in our elementary days.. But Ms. X had worked abroad... I didn't know if they are officially "on" or not when she left.. I may have a close relationship with my siblings but we never talked about our love stories...
Anyway, to make this quick, my brother got married to another woman.. maybe him and Ms. X had rough times having a long distant relationship.. I knew Ms. X felt bad, really bad when he got married, I could even think that karma would bounce back to me or to my sister for what my brother did to her... I know working abroad could make her lonely plus the fact that the man he loved betrayed her and she couldn't do anything about it.
My brother's been married for about 3 years to his X-wife but it didn't work, they got separated and Ms. X didn't go home since then (am I right?)..
Then just recently, my bro posted this
I had a sense that his referring to his X... what's the meaning of this? Hehe... I know what it meant...
Then yesterday... I saw that one above... so, they are official again or should I say its truly official this time... and its like "ang corny naman ng mga to!!".. if only I'm home, i don't know how would my brother react if I'll tease him.. hahaha... but honestly, I'm happy for both of them... was it really destiny?? And my brother must be really inlove.. he's brave enough to broadcast it! Or say something on a social network... he's not expressive nor "showy" ... especially not on the internet... never seen him being sweet to his x-wife.. or maybe because I wasn't home always..
I hope they'll survive it, they are still miles away from each other up to now... I do agree that only the weak people give up on a long distance relationship easily.. maybe my brother was once a loser too.. hehe... and he said, he'll gonna make it right this time... I hope he will. :)
anyway, speaking of my X sister in law, i hope she would be happy too with her new life without my brother, though we never got the chance know each other well.
9:35pm
So, my brother is corny pala.. hahaha! Just like my sister who posted these sweet nothings to our room... they're from his current boyfriend.
So we are such a bunch of corny siblings.. haha.. coz I'am too.. I also keep stuffs that special people gave me.. though to them its nothing.. maybe that's the difference.. i will just have to watch other people find the love of their lives.. and me??? Never mind me.. haha
anyway, my officemates told me that I was looking good with my new hair... were they just kidding me?? Because I thought I murdered my hair.. maybe they are just making fun of me... just like me, they are also not used to see my hair with highlights... di naman halata e! Hehe..
10:11pm
Good night!
Done with that nerve wracking task my boss asked me to do... he's still have to check it.. so maybe I'm not done yet.... My table is a mess and I don't know what to do next, not that I have nothing to do anymore but I don't know how to start.. haha.... so I'm having a break... I decided to get a sneak and visit my blogger... so this is my post for the day.. just random...
10:18 am
I'm still not working... I remember this cat.. I saw it again this morning.
My older brother is getting so corny... its so not him. I'm not used to see him post anything romantic on the facebook! Ew! Haha.. but now he did, he got reunited with his ex gf who happens to be my childhood friend too..
2:52pm
I'm not done yet about my stories regarding my older brother.. I watched walking dead during the break, I was interrupted.. That episode of the walking dead is a bit disgusting... errr..
4:03pm
Yah I'm working, just have to do this with my sister
6:27pm
With marj at buddy's... waiting for our order.. and she's just playing.
I'm home and i think my heart is broken.. basta lang haha.. anyway, lets go back to my brother's lovestory.. so him and Ms. X are first love... I knew they have something even when we were in our elementary days.. But Ms. X had worked abroad... I didn't know if they are officially "on" or not when she left.. I may have a close relationship with my siblings but we never talked about our love stories...
Anyway, to make this quick, my brother got married to another woman.. maybe him and Ms. X had rough times having a long distant relationship.. I knew Ms. X felt bad, really bad when he got married, I could even think that karma would bounce back to me or to my sister for what my brother did to her... I know working abroad could make her lonely plus the fact that the man he loved betrayed her and she couldn't do anything about it.
My brother's been married for about 3 years to his X-wife but it didn't work, they got separated and Ms. X didn't go home since then (am I right?)..
Then just recently, my bro posted this
I had a sense that his referring to his X... what's the meaning of this? Hehe... I know what it meant...
Then yesterday... I saw that one above... so, they are official again or should I say its truly official this time... and its like "ang corny naman ng mga to!!".. if only I'm home, i don't know how would my brother react if I'll tease him.. hahaha... but honestly, I'm happy for both of them... was it really destiny?? And my brother must be really inlove.. he's brave enough to broadcast it! Or say something on a social network... he's not expressive nor "showy" ... especially not on the internet... never seen him being sweet to his x-wife.. or maybe because I wasn't home always..
I hope they'll survive it, they are still miles away from each other up to now... I do agree that only the weak people give up on a long distance relationship easily.. maybe my brother was once a loser too.. hehe... and he said, he'll gonna make it right this time... I hope he will. :)
anyway, speaking of my X sister in law, i hope she would be happy too with her new life without my brother, though we never got the chance know each other well.
9:35pm
So, my brother is corny pala.. hahaha! Just like my sister who posted these sweet nothings to our room... they're from his current boyfriend.
So we are such a bunch of corny siblings.. haha.. coz I'am too.. I also keep stuffs that special people gave me.. though to them its nothing.. maybe that's the difference.. i will just have to watch other people find the love of their lives.. and me??? Never mind me.. haha
anyway, my officemates told me that I was looking good with my new hair... were they just kidding me?? Because I thought I murdered my hair.. maybe they are just making fun of me... just like me, they are also not used to see my hair with highlights... di naman halata e! Hehe..
10:11pm
Good night!
Monday, March 17, 2014
Good morning my Monday Morning Sickness!
I slept late and woke up early... I mean I couldn't sleep back.. its my Monday morning sickness...
I posted this on my Instagram last night and posted it too in my facebook.
I thought the moon was extra beautiful last night.. but this morning as reading back the caption I wrote, I realized that I'm being hopeless romantic and pathetic again... yes I am, but maybe I don't have to humiliate my self in public.. hahaha.. so I customized it to Private in my FB, but i have to keep it in my Instagram since there's no customize settings there, but its okay I have limited friends there.
Well, so who am I talking to? I don't know, maybe someone out there is doing the same thing, someone I haven't met yet or someone just so far... or someone who cares --- that by looking at the same moon at the night sky could get us connected... see, how pathetic I am?! Haha...
But I when I woke up this morning, I realized that I was such a fool... that nobody thinks the way I think... sometimes I just have to sleep my insanity... so when I wake up, i would realize that I was dreaming even before I sleep.
That's all.. I'll be late for work if I keep doing this.
Good morning!
I posted this on my Instagram last night and posted it too in my facebook.
I thought the moon was extra beautiful last night.. but this morning as reading back the caption I wrote, I realized that I'm being hopeless romantic and pathetic again... yes I am, but maybe I don't have to humiliate my self in public.. hahaha.. so I customized it to Private in my FB, but i have to keep it in my Instagram since there's no customize settings there, but its okay I have limited friends there.
Well, so who am I talking to? I don't know, maybe someone out there is doing the same thing, someone I haven't met yet or someone just so far... or someone who cares --- that by looking at the same moon at the night sky could get us connected... see, how pathetic I am?! Haha...
But I when I woke up this morning, I realized that I was such a fool... that nobody thinks the way I think... sometimes I just have to sleep my insanity... so when I wake up, i would realize that I was dreaming even before I sleep.
That's all.. I'll be late for work if I keep doing this.
Good morning!
Sunday, March 16, 2014
To all the Friends I Met Before
As if Im dying.. hehe.. This post have stayed in my draft for quiet long. But I was hesitant posting it I might miss out someone..
Here's a blog about the people whom played an important role in my life... I honestly got a few.. because i thought i am friendly but I guess I'm really not... I thought I am approachable but maybe I'm not, I thought i was nice, guess I really am! They just dont see.. haha, i thought I'm kind but they see me snob and masungit!, they thought I'm timid and silent but if you'll know me well, you'll see I'm loud and you'll get irritated.. haha.. so to those close to my heart, to those who knew me well, to those almost knew me better and to those who thought you didnt matter... here's for you.. I may ransack your facebook accounts so I could find pictures to attach...hehe... forgive me if I will.
Lets start with my elementary days.. Jegs was my bestfriend, my neighbor and almost my sister.. hehe.. i used to write her letters when we were kids to ask her this and that, because i was so shy to go to their place which was just blocks away.. hindi pa uso text non. then we got separated in highschool, but we went to same school in college.
And alfia too.. she's in the States now. She and my older brother is used to be childhood sweethearts.. magagalit kaya sya sa sinabi kong to. Haha
In highschool, i have 4 best buddies where we make tambay at our house or sa bahay nila.. Annabelle, Joan, jack and Arianna... we were friends since 2nd year highschool... ayaw pa namin mapunta sa star section non..haha... Sajs, kittin, bianca and julie were also great friends thats worth remembering and the rest of the charitians..
in college, i met Nannie, one of my room mates at room 31 SNGD. Glad she was my room mate, wala akong choice kundi kilalanin sya.. she's someone you wouldnt feel comfortable with sa unang tingin... but if youll got to know her, shes a mature, a woman of principle, organized and good hearted, kaya nga social worker sya!
And my Ate's at room31, the strong woman-ate Bing, the independent woman - ate cheng, and protective -ate Mina..
The kabs (kababayan at other rooms), nur-aine - ms. Prim and Proper.. and there goes the gorgeous Zahara, i remember her waving our hands everytime we'll see each other at the hallway.. and she's a great blogger, i love her works.
when I transferred at room 1, there i met these lovely girls who's been part of my everyday life at the dormitory, che che bureche, gelay, mimay, tancy, kutet, blessil and ate bemsy.
and who would forget our kuya's at the nearby dormitory.. micoy (now, nannie' husband), kuya dot, kuya boh and my "bestfriend" kuya jun... they make "patawag" for a "just anything goes" chit chat outside the dorm till the curfew, the morning walks at the golf course and jogging the oval , and the afternoon stroll to the commercial center.
at first year, i couldn't forget this girl named glenda, we were at the course at that time, i was taking Electronics and Communication Eng'g then, she was my classmate at most of my subjects, we hang out together, she was nice, she knew about my crushes.. (oo naman, may mga naging crush ako non! Haha).. but she transferred school, now she's a nurse in dubai.
and my long time friends at the College of Engineering, Sherry ann, michelle and Risa... these are nice girls..
and of course my partners in crime, my thesis buddies, the movie addicts pagkatapos ng klase, at kelangan horror movies pa, Dinah and Kaye..
At my first job, i never had a long time friend, i didnt really love my first job at Davao.. i stayed for about a year because i want my first to be spotless, to be something memorable.. but i learned from it.. I would remember Edna and Cherry may..
My second job at Makati.. i would always remember this good hearted and pretty girl May, we used to make sabay pauwi, we walked to Landmark makati para magwindow shopping..kaso nagresigned agad sya.. and also ryan, marky, ice and jay r... i remember those merienda time na di kami agad bumabalik sa office.. hehe.. but unfortunately 4 months lang ako dun.
and aside from the people at the office.. i have my friend at the boarding house.. ate vicky where i used to tambay at her room kaso lumipat na sya sa ibang building kaya nga wala akong makausap ngayon.. hehe
And at my recent job.. there are lot of people there who came and walked out my life.. but they were always special to me..
Nurse kai, she was my first friend there..
Jeny- i could say she was one of the best buddies i ever had there, i got sad when she left.. we used to eat lunch together and talk about anything..
Arleen- a girl i thought would never be my friend, but i saw somehow the good side of her.
Sheryl- i dont know who she is. Haha.. I mean, i know her when she's margaux, that'a what we call her. I've said so much about her so this time I wont.. I don't even miss her.. haha.. just kidding, Maybe because she's so far yet so near.. she's just one of those few who knew me well.. I'm such a monster when it comes to her and she didn't mind.
Allen- remembering him could make me smile, that someone who used to call me princess... James and him created that story that I am a runaway princess, haha, what gotten to their minds?... I guess I miss him.. I miss them all.
so they're the ones who left and next in line are those who stayed.
my xfren Mac - I called him x friend, because there was once I felt he became someone not I'm used to.. I felt that we because friends for a purpose because he suddenly changed. But not anymore, we're friends again. Though this time, everyone is saying he have truly changed, its okay.. maybe he needs to.. or maybe its really him... but i'm I'm not really that someone who give up on friendship easily just because you find out your friend's flaws.. I'm a bit bad too, why judge people. As long they are not doing anything bad to me, they're accepted.
Eller - I always tell him, "ang sama ng ugali mo noh"?.. I was annoyed by him for countless times.. I can't even tell when he is being sincere or not... but I just love the way he could make me laugh, he's so patient accompanying me every afternoon, I've been mean to him for several times too, pero di man lang sya natitinag.. haha
Marj - I could hate her sometimes, but I don't.. her words are sometimes nakakainis, nakakaoffend... nakakairita.. but I don't hate her... i know despite everything, she wants me to be at my best, she's a true friend... without her, ang dami ko sanang masasayang na pagkain.. haha.. she said, tumataba sya pag kasama ako and she blames me.
Aimee - if she's not on my department, maybe we wouldn't get closed, she's so loud! Haha.. i think we have different personality but without her on our department, it would be so dull..
Jay R - ang tahimik kase nito nung una! It took a long time before I realized that he had that potential of what a good friend is.. Kung hindi lang sa Walking Dead, diko sya kakausapin.. haha.. I love his sense of humor.. I know despite his pagiging maloko, he's a good person.
I think that would be all! If there are others who accidentally got lost here... and would protest why their names aren't there... I'm soo sorry! I'll give you a treat if you want me to, just message me.. hehe.. but I think there will be no one... hehe
Jeny and arleen
My partners in crime during college days, Dinah and Kaye.. and we are the Malignos (undin, undinah and Kapre)
Marj
My former officemates May, j.r, ryan, ice and Marky
Highschool days, belle, joanne, jack, arianna, sajs, julie, bianca and kittin are just above there.
My room 1 room mates at SNGD
Nur-aine, zahara, alfia and glenda..
Ate Vicky
Bsfren jun, kuya dot, kuya boh are just one of those people above.
There goes sherry ann, Risa and Michelle.. This was before board exam days..
Sorry guys, I've stolen your pictures... :)
Here's a blog about the people whom played an important role in my life... I honestly got a few.. because i thought i am friendly but I guess I'm really not... I thought I am approachable but maybe I'm not, I thought i was nice, guess I really am! They just dont see.. haha, i thought I'm kind but they see me snob and masungit!, they thought I'm timid and silent but if you'll know me well, you'll see I'm loud and you'll get irritated.. haha.. so to those close to my heart, to those who knew me well, to those almost knew me better and to those who thought you didnt matter... here's for you.. I may ransack your facebook accounts so I could find pictures to attach...hehe... forgive me if I will.
Lets start with my elementary days.. Jegs was my bestfriend, my neighbor and almost my sister.. hehe.. i used to write her letters when we were kids to ask her this and that, because i was so shy to go to their place which was just blocks away.. hindi pa uso text non. then we got separated in highschool, but we went to same school in college.
And alfia too.. she's in the States now. She and my older brother is used to be childhood sweethearts.. magagalit kaya sya sa sinabi kong to. Haha
In highschool, i have 4 best buddies where we make tambay at our house or sa bahay nila.. Annabelle, Joan, jack and Arianna... we were friends since 2nd year highschool... ayaw pa namin mapunta sa star section non..haha... Sajs, kittin, bianca and julie were also great friends thats worth remembering and the rest of the charitians..
in college, i met Nannie, one of my room mates at room 31 SNGD. Glad she was my room mate, wala akong choice kundi kilalanin sya.. she's someone you wouldnt feel comfortable with sa unang tingin... but if youll got to know her, shes a mature, a woman of principle, organized and good hearted, kaya nga social worker sya!
And my Ate's at room31, the strong woman-ate Bing, the independent woman - ate cheng, and protective -ate Mina..
The kabs (kababayan at other rooms), nur-aine - ms. Prim and Proper.. and there goes the gorgeous Zahara, i remember her waving our hands everytime we'll see each other at the hallway.. and she's a great blogger, i love her works.
when I transferred at room 1, there i met these lovely girls who's been part of my everyday life at the dormitory, che che bureche, gelay, mimay, tancy, kutet, blessil and ate bemsy.
and who would forget our kuya's at the nearby dormitory.. micoy (now, nannie' husband), kuya dot, kuya boh and my "bestfriend" kuya jun... they make "patawag" for a "just anything goes" chit chat outside the dorm till the curfew, the morning walks at the golf course and jogging the oval , and the afternoon stroll to the commercial center.
at first year, i couldn't forget this girl named glenda, we were at the course at that time, i was taking Electronics and Communication Eng'g then, she was my classmate at most of my subjects, we hang out together, she was nice, she knew about my crushes.. (oo naman, may mga naging crush ako non! Haha).. but she transferred school, now she's a nurse in dubai.
and my long time friends at the College of Engineering, Sherry ann, michelle and Risa... these are nice girls..
and of course my partners in crime, my thesis buddies, the movie addicts pagkatapos ng klase, at kelangan horror movies pa, Dinah and Kaye..
At my first job, i never had a long time friend, i didnt really love my first job at Davao.. i stayed for about a year because i want my first to be spotless, to be something memorable.. but i learned from it.. I would remember Edna and Cherry may..
My second job at Makati.. i would always remember this good hearted and pretty girl May, we used to make sabay pauwi, we walked to Landmark makati para magwindow shopping..kaso nagresigned agad sya.. and also ryan, marky, ice and jay r... i remember those merienda time na di kami agad bumabalik sa office.. hehe.. but unfortunately 4 months lang ako dun.
and aside from the people at the office.. i have my friend at the boarding house.. ate vicky where i used to tambay at her room kaso lumipat na sya sa ibang building kaya nga wala akong makausap ngayon.. hehe
And at my recent job.. there are lot of people there who came and walked out my life.. but they were always special to me..
Nurse kai, she was my first friend there..
Jeny- i could say she was one of the best buddies i ever had there, i got sad when she left.. we used to eat lunch together and talk about anything..
Arleen- a girl i thought would never be my friend, but i saw somehow the good side of her.
Sheryl- i dont know who she is. Haha.. I mean, i know her when she's margaux, that'a what we call her. I've said so much about her so this time I wont.. I don't even miss her.. haha.. just kidding, Maybe because she's so far yet so near.. she's just one of those few who knew me well.. I'm such a monster when it comes to her and she didn't mind.
Allen- remembering him could make me smile, that someone who used to call me princess... James and him created that story that I am a runaway princess, haha, what gotten to their minds?... I guess I miss him.. I miss them all.
so they're the ones who left and next in line are those who stayed.
my xfren Mac - I called him x friend, because there was once I felt he became someone not I'm used to.. I felt that we because friends for a purpose because he suddenly changed. But not anymore, we're friends again. Though this time, everyone is saying he have truly changed, its okay.. maybe he needs to.. or maybe its really him... but i'm I'm not really that someone who give up on friendship easily just because you find out your friend's flaws.. I'm a bit bad too, why judge people. As long they are not doing anything bad to me, they're accepted.
Eller - I always tell him, "ang sama ng ugali mo noh"?.. I was annoyed by him for countless times.. I can't even tell when he is being sincere or not... but I just love the way he could make me laugh, he's so patient accompanying me every afternoon, I've been mean to him for several times too, pero di man lang sya natitinag.. haha
Marj - I could hate her sometimes, but I don't.. her words are sometimes nakakainis, nakakaoffend... nakakairita.. but I don't hate her... i know despite everything, she wants me to be at my best, she's a true friend... without her, ang dami ko sanang masasayang na pagkain.. haha.. she said, tumataba sya pag kasama ako and she blames me.
Aimee - if she's not on my department, maybe we wouldn't get closed, she's so loud! Haha.. i think we have different personality but without her on our department, it would be so dull..
Jay R - ang tahimik kase nito nung una! It took a long time before I realized that he had that potential of what a good friend is.. Kung hindi lang sa Walking Dead, diko sya kakausapin.. haha.. I love his sense of humor.. I know despite his pagiging maloko, he's a good person.
I think that would be all! If there are others who accidentally got lost here... and would protest why their names aren't there... I'm soo sorry! I'll give you a treat if you want me to, just message me.. hehe.. but I think there will be no one... hehe
Jegs and nannie
Eller, Mac, Aimee, Jay R, Allen and Margaux are in here
Sorry guys, I've stolen your pictures... :)
I Think I Murdered My Hair
Having a long hair is something I was wishing to have when I was a student, but I never had it.. When I was at my elementary days, I would cry at the street after cutting my hair short, i mean real shorter! My mom wants it to, di raw bagay saken yung mahabang buhok, mas pumapayat ako.
My hair is not really that nice, its thick and black but its "buhaghag" or baka di lang talaga ako marunong magsuklay.. On highschool, a classmate of mine gave me a gift, a set of comb and mirror... i thought, was she insulting me? Haha.. but now I think she's just concern..
Everytime my hair exceeded my shoulder length, I would cut it kase nagpa "fly away".... and everytime I got depressed, I would fail in an exam during college days, basta pag badtrip ako nagpapagupit ako! I wonder, ganon ba ako kadalas mabadtrip nung college?? Haha.. because my hair is always short..
But now I have it this long... my longest black hair ever!
But I'm sorry, i thought my hair is boring, so I decided to cut it short... but not really that short, someone would kill me if I did... I had it colored a bit.. and I'm not used to it, I think I looked like a flopped rockstar! Haha.. , i dont look like a good and modest girl anymore... as if I am...
I'm still at the edge of realizing if I should regret it or not... All I know is, every time I look at the mirror today, i could say, "What have you done??!" Hahaha.. or baka O.A lang ako.. no picture yet, I'm still grieving. Hehe
My hair is not really that nice, its thick and black but its "buhaghag" or baka di lang talaga ako marunong magsuklay.. On highschool, a classmate of mine gave me a gift, a set of comb and mirror... i thought, was she insulting me? Haha.. but now I think she's just concern..
Everytime my hair exceeded my shoulder length, I would cut it kase nagpa "fly away".... and everytime I got depressed, I would fail in an exam during college days, basta pag badtrip ako nagpapagupit ako! I wonder, ganon ba ako kadalas mabadtrip nung college?? Haha.. because my hair is always short..
But now I have it this long... my longest black hair ever!
But I'm sorry, i thought my hair is boring, so I decided to cut it short... but not really that short, someone would kill me if I did... I had it colored a bit.. and I'm not used to it, I think I looked like a flopped rockstar! Haha.. , i dont look like a good and modest girl anymore... as if I am...
I'm still at the edge of realizing if I should regret it or not... All I know is, every time I look at the mirror today, i could say, "What have you done??!" Hahaha.. or baka O.A lang ako.. no picture yet, I'm still grieving. Hehe
Thursday, March 13, 2014
^__^
How was your day?
Mine is fine. What happened today?? I don't even remember...
I woke up this morning, my brother's knocking on the door, its like time for me to get up and for him to sleep.
I felt like I dont wanna go to work... but I was a loser.. so i worked! I don't have a valid excuse aside from tinatamad ako..
I was late.. at nagkasabay pa kami nung boss ko..
My boss: late ka nanaman.
Me: buti nga pumapasok pa ako e.
My boss: anu? ano?
Me: wala...
ayun! Hehe.. i think he heard me said that. Haha That was not the first time I answered him that way.. Few weeks ago:
My boss: lagi ka na lang late
Me: I'm tired na kase
My boss: What? Saan?
Me: Basta
My boss: Sige umuwi kang 4pm mamaya!
Am I really that tired? If so, why am I not getting tired of being tired?? I'm such a ______!
what else? Wala na akong maalala... hahaha...
and this pimple, everybody's noticing it... errrr.... I have it for quiet long now.. it keeps on growing on the same spot! Maybe I'm inlove as they say! Haha... hayst, nakuha ko pa rin magselfie.. if selfie-ing could kill, i must be dead by now.. hahaha..
So vain!!!!! Haha... people who took a lot of selfie irritate me... so, nakakairita din ako pala!.. bakit nga ba? Ang pangit ko naman.. hahaha...
ms. Paranoid, now signing off... can't believe I'm so back to writing my nonsense stuff.. hehe.. but to me it makes sense.. :) i'll do this for as long as want... as long as exposing your thoughts to the world wide web is not a crime... and that makes me paranoid as if the world would care! Hehe..
^__^ i think I'm happy right now... just right now... i hope tomorrow too.
Mine is fine. What happened today?? I don't even remember...
I woke up this morning, my brother's knocking on the door, its like time for me to get up and for him to sleep.
I felt like I dont wanna go to work... but I was a loser.. so i worked! I don't have a valid excuse aside from tinatamad ako..
I was late.. at nagkasabay pa kami nung boss ko..
My boss: late ka nanaman.
Me: buti nga pumapasok pa ako e.
My boss: anu? ano?
Me: wala...
ayun! Hehe.. i think he heard me said that. Haha That was not the first time I answered him that way.. Few weeks ago:
My boss: lagi ka na lang late
Me: I'm tired na kase
My boss: What? Saan?
Me: Basta
My boss: Sige umuwi kang 4pm mamaya!
Am I really that tired? If so, why am I not getting tired of being tired?? I'm such a ______!
what else? Wala na akong maalala... hahaha...
and this pimple, everybody's noticing it... errrr.... I have it for quiet long now.. it keeps on growing on the same spot! Maybe I'm inlove as they say! Haha... hayst, nakuha ko pa rin magselfie.. if selfie-ing could kill, i must be dead by now.. hahaha..
So vain!!!!! Haha... people who took a lot of selfie irritate me... so, nakakairita din ako pala!.. bakit nga ba? Ang pangit ko naman.. hahaha...
ms. Paranoid, now signing off... can't believe I'm so back to writing my nonsense stuff.. hehe.. but to me it makes sense.. :) i'll do this for as long as want... as long as exposing your thoughts to the world wide web is not a crime... and that makes me paranoid as if the world would care! Hehe..
^__^ i think I'm happy right now... just right now... i hope tomorrow too.
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
I'm Walking Dead Too..
I knew "that" was simple and I could say how stupid I was after finding out that I made it complicated.. how could I not realized that so quickly! Maybe there are lots of numbers playing on my mind, maybe I was tensed and pressured... no, stop this.. i dont have to convince my self, if I have been a little slow, then so what??!!.. i'm not perfect, no one is... i dont need to have that brilliant mind.. so whoever you are trying to ruin my day... I won't let you win over me.
9:46am
Tinatamad ako. Haha.. I'm busy pero tinatamad talaga ako.. I think I'm going to have a sore throat... blame that Hersheys chocolate... I can't help it, i just love eating chocolates... it washes away my stresses .... a bit. ;)
12:12pm
watching walking dead
4:13pm
Having a break... forgive my so organized table! Haha
5:25pm
While waiting for the elevator operator, selfie nanaman?! when marj sat there, she reminded me of some horror movies.. parang multo lang sa elevator! Haha
6:40pm
Having adobong pusit for dinner at landmark... walang katapusang landmark to. Haha
8:05pm
Home..
8:25pm
ang galing ko naman!
9:51pm
At my bed listening to this all over again...How can I be so addicted to this song? ... I'm not getting tired of it... it actually calm my senses... I'm such a stalker! Hahaha... its just that my spell wouldn't work.
10:01pm
I think I'm going to sleep! I don't know what to title this kaya yun na lang... I talk to myself a lot anyway..
Good night!
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